i loathe a lot of em'
=>but the one i fear and hate the most is
speed, doing speed is like raping yourself, it's like a jumping near a fake heaven and coming down to the ugliest hell imaginable...i used to do a lot of amphet's back in the day,mostly beacause they're cheap and easy to find,at the bigining yea it's mind-blowing and intese as fuck ,but i hate the stupid 'i love everyone' feeling,the urge to call random ppl and tell them i love them,the non-stop[ talikng frenzy about nothing ,the synthetic enthusiasm that i get every time i'm on them....and i'm not even gonna go into talking about the comedown from hell(like il ike to call it) i mean yea other uppers have comedown too, coke for ex has a horrible comedown so does ephedrine.....but NOHING compares to speed comedowns(well except for crystal meth but i haven't tried it yet so i'm not counting it) : the sickening feeling of hatred,that feeling that you're disgusted by yourself for all that useless lovey-dovey and emphatic unhumanly enthusiasm,the 3 day after depression, the insomnia, not to count the phisical effects : back/leg pain,total lost of apetite,weakness in muscles,mild head-eache,the extreme trembling,the extreme thirst etc => so this is no.1 in my 'hate' list...
=>another one is
alcohool, i mean yeah it's fun sometimes, and it has some nice advantages to it and i used to da lot in the past , i mean almotly getting drunk every day ,but fuck that..i realised why? for half an hour of good time? i mean in my 'theory'

from alcohool you feel good for about half an hour- an hour, after that first tipsyness feeling, you either drink more(in the maj of cases) and end up throwing up your stomach out and wake up the second day sore hangover and with nausea,or you stop there and come back to reality with a nice little ennoying headeache as a reminder....plus long-time effects on the internal organs that can be verry damaging...
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whippers,poppers,and other gases you inhale, just for the fact that they are pretty damn dangerous for the brain, and just dumnbing...i mena okay laughing giggeling,and beeing lost in 'wtf is my brain a carrot' like state is kinda fn but it's just not worth it,especially if u use it long term
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and weed....yes folks i hate weed,and the sad thing is that i used to love it back in the day, now it just makes me paranoic,scared,too spaced, bad-trips...etc....and the fact i hate most aboiut it is it's 'consummer's' coulture...i mean i don't hate raggae;jamaica;greenlovers;the ganja nauts coulture no way....a lot of my friends are pot-heads and there fun ,outgoing ppl...but pot isn't all that...it's just a mind-fuck , sometimes an enjoyble one but that's all...and it makes u selfish with others etc...i know it's one of the most loved drugs...i just don't seem to like it anymore
i mean if we were to analyse all drugs have there upps and downs...every drug , every mind-altering substance comes with a string attached, a second effect...and for some of them they're okish...but for others there hard to bare.....but i guess it's subjective,it depends on our preferences and organism...