What drugs could nullify this crippling inadequacy i feel when i see hot women?
It makes me feel suicidal how hot women insist on wearing the most skimpy clothing and every fucking single day of my life they are wafted in my face as if to torment me to remind me that 'no no you cant have this but look and it and weep!!!!!! you worthless piece of scum!!!!!!!'
As soon as i see them i feel like all my neurotransmitters are being sucked out of my skull and i am depressed for hours afterwards.
I am not a bitter virgin. i get laid semi regular but never with the hottest girls and it is such a cruel torment to be rmeinded of it every waking day of my life, fucking capitalist shit always conditioning me to feel like shit for what i dont have.
and dont give me that meditaiton/therapy bullshit! i fuckign hate it!
What drug can make me not give a fucking shit! to give me some respite from this misery.
weed would make it worse, i would think about the disparity even more and on top of that my body feeling like a ton of bricks causing even more inertia to do anything about it.
speed paradoxically would do that it would make me sooooo horny but id be SUPER turned on jsut looking at them so it was like i was getting off just from that, and tlaking to them would only increase it but i dont want that shit any more
Kratom would make me not give a shit right?
It makes me feel suicidal how hot women insist on wearing the most skimpy clothing and every fucking single day of my life they are wafted in my face as if to torment me to remind me that 'no no you cant have this but look and it and weep!!!!!! you worthless piece of scum!!!!!!!'
As soon as i see them i feel like all my neurotransmitters are being sucked out of my skull and i am depressed for hours afterwards.
I am not a bitter virgin. i get laid semi regular but never with the hottest girls and it is such a cruel torment to be rmeinded of it every waking day of my life, fucking capitalist shit always conditioning me to feel like shit for what i dont have.
and dont give me that meditaiton/therapy bullshit! i fuckign hate it!
What drug can make me not give a fucking shit! to give me some respite from this misery.
weed would make it worse, i would think about the disparity even more and on top of that my body feeling like a ton of bricks causing even more inertia to do anything about it.
speed paradoxically would do that it would make me sooooo horny but id be SUPER turned on jsut looking at them so it was like i was getting off just from that, and tlaking to them would only increase it but i dont want that shit any more
Kratom would make me not give a shit right?
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