Hey everybody who might be concerned! I'm definitely still alive and I'm gonna do my best to be more available to the forums in general. I have been replying to my inbox for folks who need help with tapers and things of that nature. It's been a tough year. When I got furloughed from my English class I assumed it would be short-term. Now, a year later I'm still pretty unsure when I'm gonna go back. I've had seizures for the past 5 years, so general labor is difficult. Without seizure-specific medications, even outside of events I just feel like shit, clouded cognition, no motivation and anxiety. Then I stop eating, then the seizures get worse. It's just been a big snowball.
I'm not pleading for help. I know pretty much everyone is in the same boat. I just want everyone to realize that I actually care and I have no intention of abandoning the forums. I'm gonna do my best to catch up on things, but I'm definitely having a tough time. I'm sorry to anyone who I have personally let down through inattention. I feel guilty and selfish. I hope everyone is doing okay and not losing their minds. I've got love for everyone on here.
Ryan
I'm not pleading for help. I know pretty much everyone is in the same boat. I just want everyone to realize that I actually care and I have no intention of abandoning the forums. I'm gonna do my best to catch up on things, but I'm definitely having a tough time. I'm sorry to anyone who I have personally let down through inattention. I feel guilty and selfish. I hope everyone is doing okay and not losing their minds. I've got love for everyone on here.
Ryan
