my favorite place to get high........ hm
depends on the drug and my mood...
- i prefer getting stoned either alone or with a few friends - smoking massive amounts of weed all day is fun while i'm alone.. then i can comfortably zone out and enjoy the craziness that follows..
sharing bong hits/blunts is fun with friends; usually on
special occasions. nothing beats sharing joints/blunts
- i prefer
tweaking alone. sometimes it's cool with one friend, but only when snorting meth -- i prefer smoking meth, which i prefer to do alone, by myself - after i'm high, i can do whatever.. chill with friends, alone, go to work, meditate etc.. just the ritual of smoking tends to be something i prefer to do by myself
-stim meds (adderall etc) - there's no ritual and i'm not notably high, so i use them everywhere and anywhere like normal..without thinking about it. my state of my is clearer than usual. i especially use it during work
- cocaine - alone drug. i'm not anti-social with it, but when i have it, i do it by myself.. if someone happens to see me doing it and wants a line, then i gladly share some.. that's fun.. i just don't use it often or in huge amounts.. it helps me focus & work. if i have extra to
waste, i'll keep some to party with for the night. i just don't go wild with it... i haven't found it good for sex, personally either (that's what smoking meth is for

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- psychs like LSD, i prefer to be alone on high-dose trips . when doing low-average ("recreational") doses, i greatly enjoy tripping with friends -- unfortunately i have few friends who are open-minded to tripping like me.. thus the ones who are are some of my closest friends.. our trips have brought us closer in many ways unimaginable before the experiences we had together
- MDMA and other entactogens- i use recreationally (on high doses, accordingly) at parties, raves...
i also use them therapeutically to ease depression & sort out mental issues while talking to my psych, for example (on small doses; sometimes lower than
threshold doses - never on high doses)....... sometimes just being alone while on MDMA meditating, listening to music and reflecting on life can be highly therapeutic.... at the very least, it is refreshing
- alcohol - i prefer to drink with people as i only really use it when i'm bored and a cheap buzz is available to ease my anxiety - help for socializing... i rarely drink anymore (average: 2-4 nights/mo) & this is the only time when i drink - socially... [i dislike alcohol for the most part]
- opiates, benzos - i'm scripted benzos for insomnia and anxiety. i prefer using them in social situations. once in a while, i allow myself to get
benzod out , which usually involves opiates.. maybe weed or alcohol as well to potentiate. i prefer this at parties cause it allows me to somewhat free myself for a while of my anxiety, chill and just be myself... i don't overdo it like i used to tho (just getting fucked up to escape reality)
that's about it
