Where is it?

[LapDawg]

It's been awhile...
Something lacks within.
Something magical, something divine.
Something denies this pureness from me.
Something evil, something persuasive.
I fall like a victim, but I am not.
I fall in an endless pit, but I could get out.
I fall because I somehow allow it.
I fall and I disturbingly do not mind.
What can I do to stop this heinous cycle?
What causes me to allow this downfall?
What breaks the determination I once had?
What is it that kills me every second?
Where can I look for an answer?
Where are the words I need to hear?
Where will I go when it has consumed me?
Where inside me will I find the courage to fight?
I'm tired.
I'm tired of waiting.
I'm tired of hoping.
I'm tired.
Triumph is only a dream if there is no action.
Triumph only comes to those who want it.
Triumph is what I desire.
Triumph is what I deny myself.
I cannot allow this to happen anymore.
I cannot stop myself from this evil.
I cannot let the evil overshadow my true being.
I cannot hold it back for much longer.
Searching, for an answer.
Searching, for my road to triumph.
Searching, so that I can live in my dream forever.
Searching, until I succumb.

 

[PixieGirl]

Jeff...definately awesome. I miss you, we need to hang out.

 

[Web]

LD, right there wit' ya man. All too often I feel the futility of life weighing me down... triumphant moments come few and far between, here's hoping we find a few in the future.

 

[E-girl]

luck in your search for greatness. you're not alone.
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Find one person you can count on forever, one person you can love forever, and one person you can be with forever... and if you're lucky, it will all be the same person.
"Live for the memories."

 

[ice-9]

ahh...how easily many of us can identify

 

[yoUr bLiSS]

i don't know where it is el jefe...i seem to have lost it too...
[This message has been edited by yoUr bLiSS (edited 01 December 2001).]

 

[L O V E L I F E]

Left Margin, Halfway Down.

 

[LapDawg]

Jimmy V.

I never get tired seeing that. Thanks LL.

 

[alykitty]

{{Jeff}}
What an awesome expression!!...Here's to your triumph, my friend...

 

[LapDawg]

seeing you again aly would certainly qualify as triumphant.

By the way, is that you on the cover of MAXIM? I could've sworn...heh.
As for my current quest that inspired this repeitive feast, it journeys on...and I don't see it ending anytime soon. I consider it one of life's many curveballs. GOTTA LEARN TO HIT THE CURVE DAMNIT!

 

[alykitty]

Poop!

 

[ice-9]

 

[marbica]