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Originally Posted by BigSlick
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Basically I just want to know how happy you guys are in life just generally?
What do you use?
Do you wish you were clean?
Do you take precautions to ensure the drugs don't get the best of you?
Obviously drugs are a choice and for every action there is a reaction, don't do the crime if you can't do the time etc. but in your opinion, is it all worth it?
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Yes, for the most part. I have a good friend, but I still struggle with social anxiety in general. Although I have made a COMPLETE recovery from a suicidal depression, which is very nice, and which, obviously, at one point, didn't feel possible.
I chip on heroin/OC very occasionally. I am on Subutex 2mg/day RECTAL. And every other month, I smoke marijuana pretty steadily for about, well, a month. After that point, I find its positive effects dwindle fast.
I am in a great spot with drugs in general! Subutex is the rescuer, although my drug addiction never got beyond $6000 dollars in the hole (entire bank account). I never sought heroin to the streets, fuck that, I prefer the comfort of a nice home. Without Subutex, I fear where I'd be though...
Subutex is my precaution, as well as regular drug screens help me "chip" on marijuana, which I was previously heavily addicted to for 4 1/2 years.
It was all worth it to me! Especially what marijuana does to music and masturbation. And more especially every mushroom and LSD trip I've ever had.
this post seemed worthwhile to transfer to my blog, as it sums up the whole life/drug situation in my life at this point in time
Originally Posted by BigSlick
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Basically I just want to know how happy you guys are in life just generally?
What do you use?
Do you wish you were clean?
Do you take precautions to ensure the drugs don't get the best of you?
Obviously drugs are a choice and for every action there is a reaction, don't do the crime if you can't do the time etc. but in your opinion, is it all worth it?
________________________________________
Yes, for the most part. I have a good friend, but I still struggle with social anxiety in general. Although I have made a COMPLETE recovery from a suicidal depression, which is very nice, and which, obviously, at one point, didn't feel possible.
I chip on heroin/OC very occasionally. I am on Subutex 2mg/day RECTAL. And every other month, I smoke marijuana pretty steadily for about, well, a month. After that point, I find its positive effects dwindle fast.
I am in a great spot with drugs in general! Subutex is the rescuer, although my drug addiction never got beyond $6000 dollars in the hole (entire bank account). I never sought heroin to the streets, fuck that, I prefer the comfort of a nice home. Without Subutex, I fear where I'd be though...
Subutex is my precaution, as well as regular drug screens help me "chip" on marijuana, which I was previously heavily addicted to for 4 1/2 years.
It was all worth it to me! Especially what marijuana does to music and masturbation. And more especially every mushroom and LSD trip I've ever had.
this post seemed worthwhile to transfer to my blog, as it sums up the whole life/drug situation in my life at this point in time
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