I am going to cut straight to the point I have been reading others posts and habent found exactly what matches my situation yet. I start ambulatory detox off Oxcy in 48 hours I take about 40 mg per day and I break it into 5 pieces and take it throughout the day when I start to feel withdraw symptoms. when I wake up inthe mornings I am nauseous covered in sweat and have tremors and muscle cramps. I start Suboxone at 9am Wednesday and it is 3:30 on Monday right now. I am terrified of tomorrow I get chronic migraines and and if I don't take a piece in the morning I will most likely have a migraine by 4 and then I will have no choice but go to the hospital. I am so tired of feeling so crappy I had been sober for 6 years when I started the pain meds after a 13 year addiction to everything! Now I have been addicted about 1 .5 years and it is ruining my life Iwas 3 classes away from graduating with a duel degree in Chemical Dependency Counseling and mental health which opened up a lot of trauma from my past like years of trauma that I had surpressesd. I am entering an intensive outpatient program that lasts 52weeks in total.
I am just terrified of failing and I don't want to go into Prec Withdraws. please someone point me in the right direction.....
I am just terrified of failing and I don't want to go into Prec Withdraws. please someone point me in the right direction.....
