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A_ShinyRollinStar

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Life is filled with many rollercoasters but what do you do when ur not enjoying the fun times anymore. You try and sort things out but the more you think the worse it gets. Things and times have changed and it would be easier leave than to deal!
What do you do when things that once meant the world to you no longer makes a big deal?
Do you just wait it out in sorrow or just wake up everyday hoping you die???
 
I really wish I knew the answer to this one. I mean..I think this constantly. You are not alone..just know that...even if you feel like no one out there can understand..somewhere..there is someone who does. I have not really found that person yet..but I know there out there somewhere.
Jen
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If We question reality...then maybe our existance is a dream...~
~ If your not in it for the music...Then get out~
AIM-YumYumGoddess
 
i felt exactly like you almost a year ago and ive just come out of it, i cant tell u how cause i still don't know how! but remember this you will get out of it some way or another dont give up trying.
if you need to talk or let things out don't hesistate to email...both of you!!
and no matter what anyone says what ur going through isnt just a phase or oh u'll get ogver it...as it's serious and u need to work through it
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'id rather live in an illusion than face harsh reality' me
GouRanGA:)
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I doubt that the writer was looking for an answer. It was more of a retorical question.
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Friends make all the difference in the world.
If you've ever come down alone and then came down with a group of your friends you can see how much easier and fun it can be, like life. The bad becomes humor and we can all relate.
wish you happiness
 
sweetpea- even though i wish i could believe you, friends arent the difference. the difference is in yourself. I dont have any friends, or anyone that will walk down a road with me just to make me feel safe. But i will walk down that road, knowing in my heart that I believe in myself.
I stopped caring last night, when I learned the girl I loved lied to me about everything... I dont trust girls anymore, I've been used by them, stood up by them, and basically fucked over by them. Sure some of you will say, "Not all girls are like that! I'm not like that!", but that's what they all said before they hurt me. It really sucks to stop caring, but it's even worse to stop caring about yourself.
Friends, love, girlfriends, boyfriends...you might think they make the difference, but they dont. Are you brave enough to live without them? I am, and I have been alone now...alone with my demons.
 
i WISH i didnt care anymore... but i have this asshole on my mind 24/7... even though he hurt me so bad.
this is all i have to say, i know it is probably getting a little repetitive in my replies, but its the best advice i can offer for anything....
Things can only get better.
Believe it.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
*Choice, not chance, determines destiny*
"November is all I know."
 
E-girl,
Sorry babes, but I dont believe that. Sometimes when your down for so long you forget how to climb back up...and you can always have infinite doom, but happiness is just a quick shot of relief.
 
People generally don't live up to what we expect of them. I try to have very minimal expectations and take them for what they can give. And in many ways, most of us are doing the best we can.
About life in general. For me, every time I really do give up my expectations - well, I feel like I'm dying a small death. But then all kinds of magical, unexpected things happen, things that I didn't know or think I wanted, but if I stay open to possibility, are magnificent, and even more so because I didn't expect them...like making an interesting new connection with a new friend, discovering a skill you didn't know you had, seeing beauty where you never saw it before...it's all about letting go (SO hard!) and releasing into possibility and not pre-scripting the emotional outcome. Just continually doing your best to show up, show up.
 
Just incase u are STOP SMOKIN THAT SHIT , a friendly word from an aussie friend.
I say that cos i felt the same once dont know about you but hooch was my prob. See it seems to roll all of ur emotions into one big ball of confusion. Clouds your mind.. Makes you think shit u dont really need too.
But hey just a guess. That may not be your prob but it was mine.
 
You wonder sometimes "Why was I blessed with caring too much?"
I told my friend that I thought I cared too much about other people, and how I could never find anyone who cares about others as much as I do. He told me that I should never feel like I care too much. It's just...it makes me feel exposed sometimes.
Putting yourself and/or your heart out to others...that sorta thing.
Stay strong,
Loops.
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"Reality means you live until you die. The real truth is nobody wants reality." - Chuck Palahniuk, "Survivor"
 
you are definetly not alone on this one. in the past couple of months i've realized that the life that used to be good even when there was hard times has now become one i don't care to live anymore. i'm not saying i'm suicidal or anything i'm just unhappy with my life in general. career, love, friendships, family...all have lost there sparkle. there have been too many let-downs and i don't know if my soul can take anymore.
I know this probably depressed u even more but I justed wanted u to know that someone else feels your pain. and i'm sorry u have to go thru this.
 
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