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This refers to drug and needle use:
It starts out like a beautiful love affair/relationship during the first 3-6 month honeymoon period...
"I loved you from the moment we were introduced, where had you been hiding all my life sexy 'needle-rush' I'm never gonna let you go, I wanna spend every second with you all to myself. I love you more than my partner, kids, parents, family, friends, job, and life itself and trust you with my life as I know you would never hurt or harm me. If you don't believe me I will prove it! When we're together it's absolute magic we're so happy it's bliss, everybody else is so envious and jealous of us".
In the middle and rock-bottom stages of addiction it's more like...
"I hate your guts 'needle-rush'! You trick me and play mind games and are ruining my life you don't love or care for me at all. I pay for your company like a prostitute and you use and abuse me 'needle-rush'! Even though I know this now I still love you and can't leave you or walk away from you because I crave you when your not here. I'm yours forever 'needle-rush' and you will come first till the day I die".
A bit dramatic but sums up how it is for me, I hope you can see where I'm coming from?
Any thoughts, comments and feedback would be great thanks...
DFNZ
This refers to drug and needle use:
It starts out like a beautiful love affair/relationship during the first 3-6 month honeymoon period...
"I loved you from the moment we were introduced, where had you been hiding all my life sexy 'needle-rush' I'm never gonna let you go, I wanna spend every second with you all to myself. I love you more than my partner, kids, parents, family, friends, job, and life itself and trust you with my life as I know you would never hurt or harm me. If you don't believe me I will prove it! When we're together it's absolute magic we're so happy it's bliss, everybody else is so envious and jealous of us".
In the middle and rock-bottom stages of addiction it's more like...
"I hate your guts 'needle-rush'! You trick me and play mind games and are ruining my life you don't love or care for me at all. I pay for your company like a prostitute and you use and abuse me 'needle-rush'! Even though I know this now I still love you and can't leave you or walk away from you because I crave you when your not here. I'm yours forever 'needle-rush' and you will come first till the day I die".
A bit dramatic but sums up how it is for me, I hope you can see where I'm coming from?
Any thoughts, comments and feedback would be great thanks...
DFNZ
