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When Did You Realize You Found Your DOC?

when i did e for 4 months straight and also i love mushrooms do them sometimes twice a month i did it every other day for a week tho of some very potent amazonian cubensis i am friiiiiied :D and marijuana is just delicious
 
maybe the time from ages 3-11 when i used to sneak my parents/grandparents drinks but no. The first time i went under with morphine when i was getting surgery when i was 13. I never forgot that moment, the nurse asked me how i was feeling and i said i was feeling "gloggy". I couldn't even speak, but i knew where i was at the time was the place i had been looking for my whole life.
 
oxys, they just smell good and everyone i know whose had a line cant believe this shit is availiable from a chemist. h might be a btter high, and i love DXM for the entertainment value and others, but oxys seem to have a pull of there own.

lsd was similar, but then i had a bad trip. i think thats why i turned to opiates in the first place, replacement of sanity! i see a familiar thread here, all roads lead to rome, all polyaddicts lead to opiates. or meth or coke, but opiates are just too damn effective at making you not give a shit about how much shit your in.
 
About 4 years ago when i first tried a 300mg dose of codeine. The euphoria, warmth (everything about it, i dont have to tell you guys) was just amazing, and i still enjoy codeine to this day. After that came harder opiates but i never had great hook ups which was a blessing in disguise really. if i had to chose one opiate, itd probably have to be methadone to be honest.. i love it, more than oxys and smack, tho i dont use needles so thats probably why.

Opiates!
 
Would have to be ketamine. Just love the "am i fucking dieng, where the fuck am i" helplessnes feeling i get when im in a good hole.
 
^i was wonderin about that too.^

i remember my dad lettin me have sips of beer when i was a kid, but i never really liked it, and i definatly wasnt 3 maybe 5-7 and as i got older also
 
3rd year in university, I was so tired from studying exams and I also had a high fever, took some(actually a lot of) ketamine, and was transported onto a Romulan warbird. Nothing short of epic!
 
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percocets after an accident made me LOVE opiate euphoria. My first IV of heroin sealed the deal. After 2 years of daily IV H use, I quit cold turkey. Then I chipped on OC's / other pills for 9 years. That's when I found out about PPT. I spent 10 months using daily, and finally tapered off 2 months ago. 2 months opiate free again, but now I drink too much. booze is my 2nd DOC and way too easy to get.
 
finding you DOC is kinda like finding your first true love. its an unbelievably great discovery and really you cant believe something like this actually exists. in my experience i didnt notice it untill it was on top of me, but in a weird way i did. there are two types of DOC really i think. One that you love and loves you back. or the other that completely destroys your life and takes everything. the one that takes and destroys are the kind that you dont notice. it just kinda happends. and later you look back and your just like wow. you know its taking you over but your just in love with the feeling you let it. you'll never be the same person again once youve tried it. you never know which drug it'll be, every person is different..which is pretty cool. finding your DOC can be your completion or your downfall. in my case, MDMA and amphetamines were my downfall. really i think you can be a safe smart druggie untill you find your DOC. because before that you have nothing really to tie you to the drug world. you just kinda use and explore. once you find your DOC though, then you have a real reason to live. Exactly why finding your DOC is like first love, once you find it you cant imagine life without it, you have to use it all the time, be with it, be around it, but it will inevitably end..either because of tolerance or your situation. tolerance man..now thats a bitch.


my first time i used MDMA it opened a whole new world to me. i fell in love with drugs. it was like being the happiest person ever who could never ever ever have a care in the world. like everything was just right. being naked man that was an experience unto its self. it really just opened my eyes to how great life could be. my first time using amphetamines i knew i was gonna be an addict. i could do everything but nothing at once. i was an AMAZING person who had AMAZING conversations, did everything amazingly, could handle problems like a pro (really i just did more speed and smoked more) it was a whole new life. 5 months of addiction later and 2 month "clean" i realize it was dumb...but wish i could do it every day of my life. once you find your DOC..and it happeneds to be the destroying kind..you can never ever be rid of your addictions again. DOC man, they hook ya. thats the killer right there.
 
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I remember downing my first 12 ounce Budweiser at age 12. It was tough getting through all the bitterness, but the warmth and carefree feeling was for me. I had surgery on my broken nose and got Percocet. My mom gave them to me whenever I felt pain. I was about 15 years old. I remember sitting on my couch feeling high and saying to my brother "man, life's great, I don't have school tomorrow, Monday Night Football's on..blah blah blah". He laughed and said it was the medicine (he was older than me) I didn't even put two and two together at that point because back then, prescription painkiller abuse was low (circa 1993). I never wanted to take more but it felt good. And then after college, I met a friend whose grandfather had just passed away from cancer. She had morphine syrup and 20mg OxyContin. She said "take this pill". An hour later (swallowing it whole, mind you) I was nodding uncontrollably and did so for almost 8 hours. I was so high and felt soooooooo gooood. HOOKED. Ten years later, I'm on suboxone after a pretty heavy hydro, oxy, fent and morphine habit.
 
I've been getting more and more disenchanted with cannabis the less I use it. I like most the other drugs I've tried but they aren't my DOC. I may have yet to discover my one true love but I know she's out there waiting to get inside my body.
 
There's a tie between DOC's for me: MDMA and oxycodone.

I used OC first, at 15, and fell in LOVE with it. I used it almost every day up until last May(am 20 now). The first nod I fell into, I was hooked.

The first couple of times I rolled, I didn't think much of it. The third time however, I fell head over heels for MDMA and even ceased my opiate use for close to a year when I was rolling A LOT. I double dropped, and had two of my best friends w/ me, one who passed away a couple years ago. I remember peaking, holding hands in a circle to Tool's 'Lateralus' album and feeling as if the three of us were one collective consciousness, and that's when I realized MDMA was for me.

I don't use oxycodone anymore, but still use various other opiates/opioids. I also still use MDMA roughly once a month, although I rolled twice this month.
 
Went into the ER for a kidney stone. Was given a 10mg IV push for the pain. Whoooaaa... I felt like I was melting, just an amazing, comfortable experience. Been hooked on all kinds of opiates ever since, but I have a special place in my heart for hydromorphone.

I also love molly as well. As someone who suffers from depression and anxiety issues, molly just lets me feel really good about myself and the world around me. It's really an incredible drug.
 
Rio Fantastic said:
How did you get your hands on demerol?
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Demerol is actually my GP's alternative to T3's, when he doesn't think oxy's aren't justified but knows that codeine just makes me itch and isn't really effective for me.

On demerol I felt like I was poisoned. I really, truly, hate that drug and will never be doing it again.
 
First time I took ecstasy in 2000. Never found another drug that I have loved as much.
 
Z Y G G Y said:
When I took a vicodin at 13 I knew opiates are for me. I like most drugs from that category...codeine, tramadol, morphine, H. Don't really like any other substances.
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Yep.

The first time I snorted Oxy from a hundred dollar bill off this passed out girls stomach (She was high as fuck and thought it tickled that we were doing lines off her...), I had popped every pharm possible but had never experienced Oxy, I busted an 80mg my first time and in between falling asleep standing up and cuddling with everyone in the house, I decided "Fuck yeah this is glamor."

Then I grew up and realized, "Fuck yeah... this shit is my life..."

Now I'm here. Hi.
 
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