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hahahahaha hey. so yeah I used to do a lot of cocaine and heroin n shit was a hooker (Backpage, one of the "upscale" ones did pretty well for myself tbh lmao) did heroin n prostitution last 4/10/2016 and i was sober on cocaine too til like this past april n relapsed n im dying to relapse again havent been able to since lmaooo.

now i have a boyfriend who started dating me 10 days after quitting H who is addicted to zannys and a dope man so thats prolly not the best but whatever. now i just drown my sorrow in white wine, vodka, xanax and oxys. and sometimes norcos. or percs. or kpins. fuck it idc. oh yeah not a hooker now im an online dominatrix and that is WILD but its like hooker money. which aint good for my addiction but whateverrrrr miss stripping tho.

ciao hope im accepted hookers arent all bad people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tl;dr: i have severe mental and daddy issues replaced heroin and cocaine with xanax n oxy n hooking with internet hoing.

AMA i got funny stories
 
Indeed, Welcome. BL doesn't judge people for who they are, just what they say.

If you need any help with anything feel free to click on my name or a moderator then Private Message.

Happy Posting!

A few places to start:
Basic Drug Discussion
https://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/16-Basic-Drug-Discussion

Other Drugs
https://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/58-Other-Drugs

Recovery Support
https://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/268-Recovery-Support

Sex, Love & Relationships
https://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/51-Sex-Love-and-Relationships
 
I first started doing sex work to pay for my heroin habit about 3 years ago. The work has stabilised my life enormously! I was literally sleeping rough when I turned my first trick and now I'm able to afford a room in a modest hotel.

I guess the downside is that there's really no danger of me 'hitting bottom' so I'm less motivated to ever stop using. There's ALWAYS work available; I'm attractive and young, just 23 so it feels like I could do this forever!
 
Hey cocainehooker we should talk. I got some doozies of past "dates " that you might not believe. For instance... Got a great SCAT story. Lol. Nononono was not on the receiving END.. Sorry no pun intended haga. Hit me up girl!
 
Olivia Nicole said:
I first started doing sex work to pay for my heroin habit about 3 years ago. The work has stabilised my life enormously! I was literally sleeping rough when I turned my first trick and now I'm able to afford a room in a modest hotel.

I guess the downside is that there's really no danger of me 'hitting bottom' so I'm less motivated to ever stop using. There's ALWAYS work available; I'm attractive and young, just 23 so it feels like I could do this forever!
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Hey enjoy been energetic and active in your youth and do what is good for you while you're young.

Im old, fat, senile and celibate. I couldnt be bothered being a sex worker. Good to see you here.
 
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cocaine.hooker said:
hahahahaha hey. so yeah I used to do a lot of cocaine and heroin n shit was a hooker (Backpage, one of the "upscale" ones did pretty well for myself tbh lmao) did heroin n prostitution last 4/10/2016 and i was sober on cocaine too til like this past april n relapsed n im dying to relapse again havent been able to since lmaooo.

now i have a boyfriend who started dating me 10 days after quitting H who is addicted to zannys and a dope man so thats prolly not the best but whatever. now i just drown my sorrow in white wine, vodka, xanax and oxys. and sometimes norcos. or percs. or kpins. fuck it idc. oh yeah not a hooker now im an online dominatrix and that is WILD but its like hooker money. which aint good for my addiction but whateverrrrr miss stripping tho.

ciao hope im accepted hookers arent all bad people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tl;dr: i have severe mental and daddy issues replaced heroin and cocaine with xanax n oxy n hooking with internet hoing.

AMA i got funny stories
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Hey girl, this is my first BL post, but I feel your pain there. I turned my fair share of tricks too, also using the internet an had regular clients Anna number of very high end ones too.

In the end though, when I've tried to talk about this stuff with people, not on here, but people I would consider to be friends, it seems more often then not, I've gotten stabbed in the back and made to feel beyond worthless.

I am a drug addict who used her body at times to finance an unbelievably expensive addiction. I have enough shame. I'll probably always carry that shame. I don't need others to make me.feel worse than I already do.

Anyhow, my point is, be VERY careful who you confide in, because people are cruel and worthless. And always remember, that regardless of your past, God created you. He breathed life into your flesh, and your worth to him is beyond your ability to comprehend. So if anyone says anything that hurts you in any way when they learn of that stuff, block them, get rid of that negative stimuli.

After all, I think the majority of people, male and female, who had a truly awful addiction played in prostitution. I had good jobs too, most of the time, and I also slung dope, but it was never enough to satisfy my need for a blast of a speedball.

Been needle free almost two years now. Screw the haters. You are worth so much more!
 
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