Tired_ofthesamebs
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jul 25, 2017
- Messages
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So I am new to this, finally had the courage to actually sign up and hopefully talk about my addiction and slowly but surely find a way to manage it and learn to live a normal life. I really hope that I can find the help I need, wether it be through this website or from wherever....I just truly hope i find it soon because I seriously feel I'm going insane. I use heroin mainly. I have been using for almost four years, before that I was using hydrocodone's, oxycodone's, and morphine pills all orally then I lost my job and the income which helped me maintain my habit and I ended up replacing them with heroin as a "cheaper" alternative....pffft....yeah right. At first it was cheaper but as time would show me it became as expensive if not more so than my hydro/oxy/morphine habit pretty quickly. Now I try to deal with my heroin addiction as best I can but I am loosing grip of it all...I seriously feel crazy, yesterday I had a really bad experience and after it I don't feel the same, I sort of feel like I want to die because Idk if the same person who was there before what happened yesterday came back and is here....I sort of feel like the person who I was before that experience is long gone and somebody else came back after that. Idk if im ready to talk about it but hey whatever....this isn't the place for it I feel lol. I'm sorry if I am talking and talking I just really don't have many people that I can talk about these kinda things to. So again hi guys I'm a 25 year old heroin addict from texas. I am eager to talk to y'all and hopefully find some friends on here...I know damn well I could use some friends haha.
