What's the worst thing you've done and how did you fix up the situation?

[Jabberwocky]

For me it was having won 18 - 22k on gambling and then having lost a good chunk of that with being left with only 6k. I tried to commit suicide when this happened as I wasn't at the best point in life however I turned my situation around by avoiding bad environments and I quit drinking briefly. It worked but I felt different and couldn't keep it together because of my anxiety etc and well now it's happened again I lost a bit of money having just finished my second last uni semester and I have now placed a 4k bet in a drunken state. I admit that if I lose I will be seeking help this time and will be avid to go through any programs that are required to overcome my drinking and odd gambling behaviour.

If I win, I will still speak to someone about it. Grrr this has been happening now the past few times. I leave a friends place and then find myself gambling a shit load. This guy is married has a nice apartment and my psychologists reckons I gamble and drink due to loneliness to fill the void. I perhaps agree with this but this is because I don't know how to get out of the zone. I just don't feel as if it's in me to do it. Like I know it's right and then I just can't......Damn freaking depression and anxiety I hate you.

 

[michael]

I admit that if I lose I will be seeking help this time and will be avid to go through any programs that are required to overcome my drinking and odd gambling behaviour.

it might be a good idea to seek help whether or not you lose.

 

[hurtin4certain]

what do you gamble on? i'll tell ya if it's a goo bet or not........i am what one might consider a 'handicapper'