Cocaine What's the worst situation you've ever found yourself in stoned beyond belief on coke?

[danosaurous22]

Have had so many times where I pick up at a weird time and end up just getting blasted right up until the point where I have to go do something. Work, family gatherings, hanging with friends, errands, etc. It is so horrible to be in situations like that, where you're under scrutiny and don't have a lot of freedom to do what you want, but it's almost laughable how often this happens. Telling myself, well I'm just picking it up for afterwards, and then I'm staring at the clock budgeting as much time as possible before I have to leave or even giving myself an extra bit of time and making an excuse for being late. I usually pull through but god is that just an awful situation. Worst for me was probably some time at work, not letting myself come down or even doubling down right before leaving and then I'm just speeding in my head with nowhere to direct that loopy energy. There's a very fine line too when you come down where you were begging to level out mentally for the whole high and then once you do you're fiending even harder. And it's so nerve-racking to deal with the super wide eyes and awkwardness that happen when I overdo it, I can try to keep my eyes normal but it takes so much effort and conversations feel like I'm an alien trying to figure out how everyone else talks. Somehow it keeps me coming back though