GBL.... I swear to God.
Immagine alcohol, benzo shakes, opiate flu like nausea, loss of appetite, paranoia, fear, buckling knees, bright lights... even dosing enough to "get your sick off" would have to be AT LEAST a full dose. you are knocked out, wake up and there it is again.
have some Benzo's and a Priest on hand. I am thankful my parents took pity on me. I MIGHT avoid rehab, if I'm lucky... then again, I need it. Imagine being cracked out on straight speed bomb pills, with the shakes, the shame, same emotional distress, headache, running shit...
I'm on day 2 now. Thank God for Ativan... I am JUST barely not shaking and sick.
DO NOT DO GBL