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I so know what is right for me, that these disagreements do not even phase me. All I know is that weed has fucked me up, and a lot of my friends as well. I've never known a single person who had benefits, but I've known a lot of people who expanded their consciousness with shrooms and Mdma. It's funny because those other ones are so much worse for your body, but they arn't so deceiving and conniving that responsible people usually do not choose to abuse them. It's obvious to see the damage pot has done to my friends, I have known really courageous dudes who completely lost their backbone to cannabis. They turned their back on me in times of great need, because they were paranoid and anxious. They are really weak minded now because of their daily drug habit. They used to play a lot of guitar for instance, but ever since smoking daily they just don't have the focus to get anywhere. I am the same way, I have made more progress rippin it up on my guitar in the past few days, than I had made in years as a dope fiend because I was just too much of a vegetable to really take anything seriously on the stuff.

I understand that in order to do this, I need to listen to my heart. Not any of these pot enthusiasts. I know what is right for myself. I know that weed ruined a great portion of my life, due to the fact that it can be highly addictive for some people. Nothing more nothing less. If smoking weed does you well, then by all means keep on smokin'. It's just not for me. I really couldn't care less about other people using weed, whatever floats your boat. I don't really feel like I'm missing out on much to be honest. But I personally dislike potheads because they all share some commonalities which I have come to distrust, so I avoid them now. At least the ones that I know. There are plenty of people who don't smoke weed out there to chill with. I just think that you should make certain you are not in denial about your addiction, it happened to me so it could happen to you. There is no other way to be certain, other than by taking a very long break because so long as you are doing the drug on a daily basis it is clouding your mind.

Mental issues? My mental issue is marijuana. I guess you missed the part about my physical dependence that I developed over 10 years, or refuse to believe that it is possible. That's ok, I listen to my doctors. If they thought something was wrong with my head, they would have referred me to a psychologist by now, because I tell them absolutely everything and surprisingly they knew exactly how to treat the acute withdrawals. It just goes to show that they have seen it before. They see me as a smart, happy dude who fell into a terribly deceiving drug habit that they have witnessed time and time again.Trust me, you wouldn't want to stop smoking so much weed either, if it meant starving yourself and losing 20 pounds. The only reason I ever got there, was because I refused to believe that it could happen. I am a master's in engineering, I have a girlfriend and all sorts of wonderful love in my life. Many different talents as well. When I stop smoking weed, I am no longer that paranoid and anxious waste case who doesn't care about anything other than smoking more weed. There arn't any long term effects after the couple months of withdrawal are all said and done. And even back then when I was a huge stoner, I was functional enough to get advanced degrees. I was pretty much just showing off, having fun with my friends, but I am growing up now. There is absolutely nothing wrong with my mind apart from how smoking weed turns me into someone completely different who all of a sudden starts to stupidly fiend pot, and I am convinced of it. It's ok if you think I am crazy, I am sure that the high paying employers as well as my friends and family who are close to me think otherwise. And I trust myself, believe in myself and my own personal feelings more than anything, now that I have clarity of mind. I don't care if this is uncommon, the fact of the matter is that it happened to me. I am a rare breed, and the only other guy I know in life who this happened to is a super smart rare breed as well, a straight 90s grad student. We're cosmic explorers who got really deep into the herb, and it is good to know another with the exact same issue. I am going to do something great with my life, now that I don't sit around burning out all day putting off withdrawals from hell, in denial about how it was expanding my mind. It is ok if weed does you well, but there is no need to defend it to someone who it has quite clearly fucked with. Just read my posts now, compared to those of a week or two ago. I am obviously in withdrawal, and getting better by the day.
 
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Expanded there minds with MDMA, but weed destroys people's lives? What the hell did you smoke? I've been smoking for a long time with a lot of people who've been smoking a lot, and I've had times where I smoked crazy large amounts everyday. If anything, weed smoking has made my life better. First, it is medicinal for sure. Its anti-emetic properties are second to none, even zofran doesn't compare. I've been sick with the flu and vaped some weed and instantly felt better. Not only that, but it is crazy effective for chronic pain. It worked better as a post op analgesic than oxycodone, methadone, dilaudid, and fentanyl.

Weed reduces my stress, helps me chill out. It makes movies better, music better, and food tastes better. I gotta say that almost everyone I know agrees. Do you sometimes wonder if the weed issues was a symptom of something else? Did it ever dawn on you that maybe the MDMA use was responsible and you were using weed to cover up the damage it did? Seriously man, just based on people's reactions to your plethora of rants, it shows that you're in the minority. I know some rasta's that probably smoke more than anyone I thought could possibly smoke, and they're all chill as fuck.
 
Yea Rave I've been bustin your chops a bit and I don't want you to think bad of me. And I understand pot is not for you, your decision, I respect that honestly my joking aside. But for others who disagree with you, that is also their decision to disagree and choose for themselves. I know harm prevention is important here and your opinions might help others who feel the same as you do so your being helpful. But I'll leave with, you sound like your finding yourself, and your persistent. Good luck bro.
 
I smoked the highest grade cannabis, imported hash, and 99% THC oil that is available to me, in one of the most pro-cannabis places on Earth. Thousands and thousands and thousands of dollars of the stuff. For the past couple of years, it has progressed to the point that I have been doing so all day every day from morning until night, because even if I try to cut back and just smoke on the evenings, I will even get pretty bad withdrawal symptoms then. I am pretty sure that this is not typical pothead behaviour even for the daily users... but for every drug there is going to be an addict to it somewhere man.

Thanks Shadow. Dudes, my problem is not Mdma, that was many years ago and I only took it a handful of times. Only did me well, I have way less social anxiety because of my experiences raving out on psychedelics in moderation. But I've used that excuse before - trying to reason that I messed my mind up with other drugs and that is why I need to smoke weed but it's BS. I need to smoke because I am a cannabis addict. I smoked weed compulsively, tens of thousands of times and felt the need to do it morning until night. I am pretty sure what had the worse effect on my life overall. Part of the withdrawal symptoms, is to temporarily have anger towards the drug that I was addicted to and which stole years of my life away from me as well as such a rediculous amount of money: cannabis. I'm not going to be talking shit about weed like this forever, it's just because, well, I lost 20 fucking pounds man withdrawing from the drug, because every time I went to eat food for a week, I would end up violently puking even if it was just an apple. And that was just one effect of many. I felt that I was going to have a heart attack and die because I smoked way too much weed for too long, and then that's what I had to go through to get off it cold turkey. That's how my cardiovascular system reacted when I was withdrawing from the cannabinoids. And the pain of those symptoms, is what kept me stoned for way too long, even though to be honest, I don't even really like being stoned that much. It personally just makes me stupid man, kills my head. Makes me really socially anxious as well. No shit it doesn't do that to everyone, but it has always done that to me. I started smoking it too much when I was younger, probably because of peer pressure. I'm older and wiser and past that shit now.

I get that not everyone who smokes this much weed has to go through this. It's what I'm going through though and I need to beat it in order to progress spiritually, musically, career-wise, pretty much every area of my life it is holding me back like crazy. If you think I'm the only one in the world with this problem though, you're wrong. I've known quite a few weed fiends. It is a recognized mental illness by the medical community and I had all the noted symptoms: physical tension, appetite suppression, insomnia, extreme anxiety, etc. I think it's a real danger because the only other person I know who smoked just as much bomb kush as me for a really really long time, has the exact same thing happen to him when he tries to quit, and he always caves even though he wants to get off it so bad. I also know that all of my friends who smoke weed on a daily basis and have been doing so for way too long, complain that they cannot sleep at night and get a little irritable. I don't know a single person who has a total lack of withdrawal symptoms who has been at it for a decade and is still going strong. Obviously, something is driving them to use it every day because they spend more cash on it than anything else and I never, ever see them sober, and also if you smoke it every day you'll lose the magic of it and get lamer highs. That's usually the only thing you'll have to go through even if you use it multiple times a day, and can usually just take some melatonin for it and use mind control for the irritability.

I apologize to the stoners I have offended during my 2-week phase of intense mania, but again, one of the symptoms of withdrawal is to have a lot of anger towards the drug that you were addicted to. Believe it or not, weed is my heroin. I smoke it once, I experience an instant change in character and start compulsively using cannabis more and more frequently until I drive myself down this miserable hole of addiction and lose everything. It doesn't matter how much money I have, I'll find a way to blow it all on dope. I need to be really careful, because this is my 3rd time getting off it, I've relapsed twice before. I recover really quick and then I get strong cravings to go back to it for months. All it takes is one moment of weakness. Obviously, it would not be wise for me to start smoking again and have to go through this another time 6 months down the road... I'll stick to my shrooms once a year, weed just isn't for me anymore, probably was never for me in the first place, and I am cool with that. I just made a mistake, shit happens.
 
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Lol how big is your cock dude. You sound kind of bad ass, I mean 99% thc is pretty hardcore dude. I hope when I grow up il be as cool & connected as you.

Why don't you come over to ED and save all the stoopid etards? You and finished and folley will be greats pals.
 
Haha I don't know if you are being sarcastic or not. I was blowing massive clouds of 99% THC vapour, first thing in the morning, they'd look like I was exhaling smoke but it would be like 20 bong rips worth of pure cannabinoids, I'd use my smaller bongs for that with a titanium nail of course. Can't let anything go to waste on the interior of the glass when you're dabbing shit of that potency... Fucking expensive though, I needed some serious cash to keep that up. But it's just what made sense once I couldn't feel the bong rips of the highest grade anymore, because I didn't want to let it go. I loved smoking weed though, a part of me always will. I just can't keep doing this because I know by the time I hit 30 I'd look back and have some regrets. I've done it all in the world of weed, there is nothing left for me to experience. Maybe I'll check ED out... I'm over there at times. But it's common sense not to do too much E, I didn't know what I was getting into with this stuff. Easy to live in denial as a big stoner.

edit - attempting to bring any hardcore cannabis addicts out of denial, and also to record my thoughts as I progress through this. I think that people should be aware that it really is possible to get a physical dependency, even if it's super rare, it does happen sometimes, especially in the world of weed concentrates, and after all this is a harm reduction forum. I'm just sick of hearing, "man, it's impossible to get addicted to weed." I know there are others out there among all the people who don't have such problems with pot. I refused to listen to anyone in my life, in one ear out the other. I wish I had quit sooner.
 
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I think you're time would be better spent worrying about yourself instead of well whatever it is you are attempting.

Sincerely,
 
Amen.

That ecstasy everyone eats like candy at raves is quite neurotoxic, and leads to a mental decline sometimes called e-tardism with some frequency. I believe this young man could possibly regain his coherence, with a long period of drug abstinence and an exercise/diet regimen if he isnt already doing so. Soom good reading may improve his ability to spell, utilize basical punctuation, and understand what a paragraph is.
 
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Haha I don't know if you are being sarcastic or not. I was blowing massive clouds of 99% THC vapour, first thing in the morning, they'd look like I was exhaling smoke but it would be like 20 bong rips worth of pure cannabinoids, I'd use my smaller bongs for that with a titanium nail of course. Can't let anything go to waste on the interior of the glass when you're dabbing shit of that potency... Fucking expensive though, I needed some serious cash to keep that up. But it's just what made sense once I couldn't feel the bong rips of the highest grade anymore, because I didn't want to let it go. I loved smoking weed though, a part of me always will. I just can't keep doing this because I know by the time I hit 30 I'd look back and have some regrets. I've done it all in the world of weed, there is nothing left for me to experience. Maybe I'll check ED out... I'm over there at times. But it's common sense not to do too much E, I didn't know what I was getting into with this stuff. Easy to live in denial as a big stoner.

edit - attempting to bring any hardcore cannabis addicts out of denial, and also to record my thoughts as I progress through this. I think that people should be aware that it really is possible to get a physical dependency, even if it's super rare, it does happen sometimes, especially in the world of weed concentrates, and after all this is a harm reduction forum. I'm just sick of hearing, "man, it's impossible to get addicted to weed." I know there are others out there among all the people who don't have such problems with pot. I refused to listen to anyone in my life, in one ear out the other. I wish I had quit sooner.
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dankplantgrower - "soom"? Wow, nice mistake. I'm actually more into mathematics, music, and sciences. Writing isn't so much my thing, sorry but I was always bored in english class. I know how to spell "some" however. Dudes, these are some seriously low blows... and who in their right mind admits to growing cannabis on an internet forum in their screen name? Sounds like a Ron Jeremy to me. Don't you know that you can be tracked?

Anyways, I meant no harm and certainly didn't mean to turn this thread into an ego battle. I was just going through some troubled times, and recording my experience as I went through cannabis withdrawal. I'm over it now, so it's time to move on with my life and make up for the lost time. It was a big mistake smoking all that weed, and I am certainly not proud of being a weed junkie, but I'm pretty sure that cannabis does not have a long term effect on intelligence, or I wouldn't have a master's degree in engineering with straight A's.
 
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