why is the only absolute in life so painful?
and why does it sneak up on you and buckle you over
just as i catch my footing here comes another wave
knocking me down
until i give in and just let it flow over me
im not a strong fucking person
if i was i would handle this better
it's been 3 fucking years god dammit
why does it hurt worse now?
father's day came and went and i glided over it
not thinking about it
wanting to drive to where we use to live
but not having the balls to do so
instead im here with my mother
who scares the fucking hell out of me
not having my own place and self worth
not finding anything about myself
i just want him back
i cant listen to other people call me stace
or that fucking song comfortably numb
if anyone knew how dependent i was on him theyd realize just how devastated i am and will always be
he always told me we could get through anything
but without his support
without him behind me
im not moving forward
tell me dad, how do i get through this one?
and why does it sneak up on you and buckle you over
just as i catch my footing here comes another wave
knocking me down
until i give in and just let it flow over me
im not a strong fucking person
if i was i would handle this better
it's been 3 fucking years god dammit
why does it hurt worse now?
father's day came and went and i glided over it
not thinking about it
wanting to drive to where we use to live
but not having the balls to do so
instead im here with my mother
who scares the fucking hell out of me
not having my own place and self worth
not finding anything about myself
i just want him back
i cant listen to other people call me stace
or that fucking song comfortably numb
if anyone knew how dependent i was on him theyd realize just how devastated i am and will always be
he always told me we could get through anything
but without his support
without him behind me
im not moving forward
tell me dad, how do i get through this one?