whippa craka
Bluelighter
Heya,
I've been a long time reader of this site. The title of this post is in regards to opiates. I recently read a topic in regards to somebody talking about how 90%+ of those who take opiates 'occasionally' or are weekend users never truly stop taking opiates, and eventually always turn into something more (Heavy oxy/sub habits or dope). I agree with the idea that if somebody develops a habit of taking opiates, very rarely do they just stop without thinking about it. It always turns into MORE MORE MORE. Im not talking about taking the occasional opiate, but rather the person that says, "Im taking opiates 3x a week and no more", for example.
Im not sure what Im getting at, but what I am pointing out is hard to word. People say you never truly get off the opiate train and it's hell. Some people say they quit for X amount of years and are completely clean, but then are overun with guilt when they dose up again after being clean. (Not relapsing really, im talking about being 100% clean for a long time and dosing again). It's not really the end of the world, your just taking a pill to get high? Why do people fuss so much over being clean FOREVER? I think it's all mental and because opiates are so addicting, going through the trouble of stopping use and then starting up again brings up guilt because it was such a hard road to quitting...?
I can't really think of a way to word it, but read this guys post. http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=582066
Whats the big deal if theres no such thing as a casual opiate user? Going on a binge for a few weeks, stopping and then dosing a few months later isnt a big deal. I guess what im really wondering is whats all the hype about being clean forever? Seems like its nothing more then a peti psychological battle...
I've been a long time reader of this site. The title of this post is in regards to opiates. I recently read a topic in regards to somebody talking about how 90%+ of those who take opiates 'occasionally' or are weekend users never truly stop taking opiates, and eventually always turn into something more (Heavy oxy/sub habits or dope). I agree with the idea that if somebody develops a habit of taking opiates, very rarely do they just stop without thinking about it. It always turns into MORE MORE MORE. Im not talking about taking the occasional opiate, but rather the person that says, "Im taking opiates 3x a week and no more", for example.
Im not sure what Im getting at, but what I am pointing out is hard to word. People say you never truly get off the opiate train and it's hell. Some people say they quit for X amount of years and are completely clean, but then are overun with guilt when they dose up again after being clean. (Not relapsing really, im talking about being 100% clean for a long time and dosing again). It's not really the end of the world, your just taking a pill to get high? Why do people fuss so much over being clean FOREVER? I think it's all mental and because opiates are so addicting, going through the trouble of stopping use and then starting up again brings up guilt because it was such a hard road to quitting...?
I can't really think of a way to word it, but read this guys post. http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=582066
Whats the big deal if theres no such thing as a casual opiate user? Going on a binge for a few weeks, stopping and then dosing a few months later isnt a big deal. I guess what im really wondering is whats all the hype about being clean forever? Seems like its nothing more then a peti psychological battle...
