Whatcha miss most?

[wudbutcher]

We all know it’s a game changer. So what do you miss most, or wish you’d never experienced?

 

[Ballz_Trippington]

Carnivale Season 3 would have been nice but of course HBO had to cancel it...as far whst I wish I'd never experienced...LOST and Game Of Thrones. The endings really made me wish I spent my time doing anything else.

 

[wudbutcher]

Carnivale Season 3 would have been nice but of course HBO had to cancel it...as far whst I wish I'd never experienced...LOST and Game Of Thrones. The endings really made me wish I spent my time doing anything else.

Not being rude, so please don’t take it that way but not referring to Programs missed LOL. Was referring to life before amphetamine abuse.

 

[GetMeOutOfThisCRAP]

I don't miss anything. Stimulants have a way of resetting the brain (not HR), but I really do stand by this. Occasional stimulant use can be a great thing.. it resets the mind in a way that helps you rewire yourself and get back into life. If I go through months and months without stimulant use I feel trapped with the stress piling up and it becomes really hindering. People report being anxiety free and knocked out of a long depression after trying ecstacy (again not HR). There's something to this I think though and it's worth looking into.

But daily meth use is not ideal. Obviously taking a powerful substance on a daily basis will take a tremendous toll on you and the anxiety would be unbearable. The brain's natural dopamine system is not meant to be repeatedly shot out like that.

 

[tweakerguy]

I've been a continuous meth user since August of last year. Every day. I really do believe it can improve some people's entire outlook on life for a while.
I'm now past that point though and my dopamine levels are fucked (As in non-existent).
I'm running on nothing but norepinephrine at this point.
I miss the euphoria.

 

[Jabberwocky]

I too miss the euphoria but more than that I miss the sense of being totally and completely my complete self that amps used to give me. I don’t know how else to explain it, but amps switch on a part of my self that is normally blacked out.

 

[tweakerguy]

I too miss the euphoria but more than that I miss the sense of being totally and completely my complete self that amps used to give me. I don’t know how else to explain it, but amps switch on a part of my self that is normally blacked out.

Exactly, like a missing puzzle piece in my brain.

 

[LadyAlkaline]

*takes a deep breath*

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

 

[Birdshit562]

I miss that shit we used to get in the 90's. A match head of i would make you fly for 3-4 days. Now its all crap. or at least the stuff I get is crap here in Long Beach.

 

[wudbutcher]

Come on now are y’all all that BTFO?
I miss making love. Saturday morning sleep in, breaths soft dance on my neck. Long, slow kisses that last 3 days. Date nights. Hide and seek after dark with myboys and my dog.

 

[Jabberwocky]

getting high for days on end with no real consequences.....

 

[wudbutcher]

*takes a deep breath*

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*takes a deep breath*

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Its never as good as memory makes it Dear One. Stars had to align just right for experiences we had. Bit I get it; to know with absolute certainty that never again, I’m out.

 

[wudbutcher]

I found this in an old post. Perfect.
If upon reading, you dont get it,
give it awhile.
Each day is a frazzled, hazey dream bringing a reinvented belief of the identical, recycling thought that "Today will be the day I get high enough to make my life what I had imagined it to be yesterday" , along with an inescapable delusion which captures me better than an Image in a Photograph

 

[LadyAlkaline]

I miss when no one knew who I was, and when sleep came easily.

 

[wudbutcher]

Reminescing, I miss Gas. My hook threw a line this afternoon that, even 3 days in ( just whispers) got me spun. Claimed ice as base rather than eph.
WTF ever! But all would let go of was this....

 

[wudbutcher]

Well fuck me, cant upload pic my bad
Six sided shiny 2.5. Good till thursday if responsible.

 

[LadyAlkaline]

Well fuck me, cant upload pic my bad
Six sided shiny 2.5. Good till thursday if responsible.

Imgbb.com copy the bbc code

Gas?

 

[Joey]

I too miss the euphoria but more than that I miss the sense of being totally and completely my complete self that amps used to give me. I don’t know how else to explain it, but amps switch on a part of my self that is normally blacked out.

I barely play music anymore without meth. That says a lot. It’s like the melodies faded to a dull and droning dissonance. I don't write unless I'm on it. The words have scrambled, scattered like me. Unless I do the drugs, there is no movement in my life except down. I'm flat on my back and my beds caving in.

 

[Birdshit562]

I barely play music anymore without meth. That says a lot. It’s like the melodies faded to a dull and droning dissonance. I don't write unless I'm on it. The words have scrambled, scattered like me. Unless I do the drugs, there is no movement in my life except down. I'm flat on my back and my beds caving in.

I use Ableton. Do you make beats?

 

[Joey]

I use Ableton. Do you make beats?

Yes I do. I use Reaper mainly, sometimes garageband on the phone with Dolby ON as well. Guitarist Singer/Songwriter.