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What Will Happen When Something DOES Go Wrong?

you may not buy this logic but i like this arguement: whatever waits in the next life it is an eternity, either an eternity of nothingness, heaven or hell but it is forever. Compared to an infinity of time the years you spend dragging your ass around planet earth are nothing, like the lifespan of a microbe in the scale of the universe so the time we spend here is infinitely short and to make it even shorter is crazy.
 
I understand your point and I completely agree, that if you slice off the first and third section (before life) and (after life), that which happens during the life becomes infinitely more significant.
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DooommmooooD, i try to, I certainly am not such a negative person all the time, but I do think very lowly of myself.
I dont know how to raise my self esteem above 1/10. I have plenty of abilities and talents, but when you never utlize them like me? You turn down from a 5/10 to a 01/10
 
its starts by, as i said, reserving judgement on yourself. its hard as shit. its something i've been working on EVERY SINGLE DAY for the past 6 months.

Its gonna take hard work, not just talent.

trust me i know all about wasted potential....dont ever think i dont. But my talent wasn't enough without the work behind it. Neither is yours.

you'll start thinking better of yourself when you stop dumping on yourself. I'm not saying to suddenly jump up and say "I"M THE KING" but i AM saying to never dump on yourself again.

NEVER ever talk badly about yourself. Ever. Theres enough haters out there who wanna do that. Enough people wanna take a shit on you. Why do it to yourself too?

You probably didnt notice this but in the same sentence you said: "I am not so negative all the time....but I am a 1/10" Thats exactly what i'm talking about. Im' not saying call yourself a 5, or a 10, or a 20. I am sayin RESERVE JUDGEMENTS ON YOURSELF.

Go back in a 3 months, 6 months, 9, a year, 2 years, etc. Because maybe in 2 years time you'll be able to sit down and go "Wow, I dunno what I was thinking. I"m really a X, not a 1!"
 
There are some wonderfully and refreshingly genuinely kind people on here. I've been blue, bleak and generally lugubrious as of late and the fact that Herbivore shifted his focus to Curioushat's name, the personalization of Curious' identification of self via his/her nom de plume and Ty's attraction to Herbivore's focus was on such is a lovely little spiral of hope I needed to see. I didn't even know how much I did. Thank you all. Be well, all of you. Curious hat, opiate addiction can be overcome. Though, I've been off of heroin since 1998, sadly, I have a few conditions really only treated by narcotics. Please find a way to allow yourself to truly experience assistance by connecting with others' offered help. It doesn't mean you're incapable. Humans are naturally social creatures. We just do that. I wish you light and love. Thank you, all of you. You've given me that very gift of love and the feelings of hope and wellness today. I am thankful. You guys effin rock! Xo
 
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