🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Smoking the Midnight Oil

[Gridlink]

@TheLightBringer tiramisu is the shit! Very impressed you can make it. The best dessert I ever made was the Filipino dish(well I had it in a cup) Halo Halo.

@Cream Gravy? That sounds like a masterful stash of goods. Wish I had the discipline to ration etizolam when I had it, but nope I didn't!

OT: tonight's stack ain't exactly going hard, but it is:
900 mg gabapentin
200 mg methadone
0.5 mg alprazolam

Hope everyone is having a magnificent weekend! Stay safe!

 

[TheLightBringer]

@TheLightBringer tiramisu is the shit! Very impressed you can make it. The best dessert I ever made was the Filipino dish(well I had it in a cup) Halo Halo.

Daamn I looked up Halo Halo that shit looks

I bought some ube as well, was gonna make ube halaya anyways so I might as well use it for some Halo Halo now. Really interesting how it has chickpeas, mungbeans and other things. Finding jackfruit in sweden might be a bit of a challenge though, ive had it maybe 3 times in my life so it might show up rarely in bigger stores…

 

[paranoid android]

60mg's of IV morphine
Some sativa hash
Some triangle punch

 

[Sp4rky]

Been wanting MDMA for ageeeeeeees but it’s just not easy round here. Me and my GF know if we even find a source it’s spending £50+ on test kits to potentially get some ass stuff

Damn reading this thread makes me feel grateful I have access to good quality pills like 95% of the time living in the Netherlands :’)

Xtc is so much more fun when you get good quality, no-nonsense pills and with the free test services you know exactly how much is in them as well, absolute blessing having access to those special blissful moments

 

[TheLightBringer]

Damn reading this thread makes me feel grateful I have access to good quality pills like 95% of the time living in the Netherlands :’)

Xtc is so much more fun when you get good quality, no-nonsense pills and with the free test services you know exactly how much is in them as well, absolute blessing having access to those special blissful moments

A question for you since youre still young, do you feel like the magic still remains with MDMA? And how many times/how often do you use it?

I remember the magic very quickly faded for me when I took it, and essentially vanished forever after an overdose on 1 gram MDMA (which I though I was going to die from ), was also on 300ug LSD to make matters worse…

 

[Sp4rky]

Uhh yes, to stay on this thread’s topic:

- 6mg 2C-B

Will be adding ketamine most likely, maybe weed, honestly really want a fucking joint right now cuz I can’t get myself to eat dinner, so might go roll one after typing this.

Starting off with only half a 2C-B pill, since last time I tripped absolute balls from just 11mg, so we’ll see. Have done half a pill before but that was together with xtc and I didn’t notice a whole lot different. Was too busy hugging my friends lol.

Was a bit sad cuz I wanted to try the DMXE I had gotten, but I can’t find it anywhere, stupid scattered adhd brain .—.

Pretty eventful day too, trip to the dealer to stock up for my birthday celebration this weekend. The guy was so fed up with my complaining about his shitty speed that I got a free g of meth.

Can’t say I haven’t been tempted to buy it myself for a while now and I know I should have turned it down given the way I love speed, but yeah. Won’t lie and say I’m going to flush it because free shit is free shit. Won’t be smoking it though. Am considering combining it with speed to make a ‘less potent’ mix, to kind of make it as ‘close to speed as possible’ if that makes sense?

Am also highly considering some kind of rule with myself the way I have with MDMA, where I can only use / buy it once every so many weeks / months.

Any harm reduction advice is appreciated, or just experiences comparing it to amphetamine, because it’s quite hard to tell where the real different effects of the substances and the stigma around meth + normalization of amp starts.

I am definitely feeling something now and I still need to eat. Damn, this shall be a slightly trippy dinner, good evening y’all

 

[Sp4rky]

A question for you since youre still young, do you feel like the magic still remains with MDMA? And how many times/how often do you use it?

I remember the magic very quickly faded for me when I took it, and essentially vanished forever after an overdose on 1 gram MDMA (which I though I was going to die from ), was also on 300ug LSD to make matters worse…

Oohh hmm, I luckily have kept to my rule of max using once a month, which usually is only once every two months or so since I like using it in specific environments only.

So for me most of the magic has remained, but it also highly depends on the set and setting. And a major one for me is not abusing or using more ‘clear headed’ stims beforehand. Like if I take speed 48 hours before an xtc roll, I will feel a lot more dull and less of the love effect.

And I’ve always stuck more or less to dosing, although slightly on the higher side, but nowhere near 1g for sure, that sounds awful 120mg has me melting into my friends while hugging them, so I never take more than half a pill at once.

And I find MDMA almost like a trip drug in the sense that the comedown afterwards always feels more like a ‘wow isn’t it so cool you got to experience that and can feel this intensely?’ and generally leads to me feeling reborn and creatively and socially inspired afterwards.

It’s for sure a big fear of mine though, for some the magic never comes back, which I find so interesting like biology wise.. okay shutting up now, I feel like I’m spamming this thread and this 2C-B is hitting nicely, going to go draw I think

 

[TheLightBringer]

Oohh hmm, I luckily have kept to my rule of max using once a month, which usually is only once every two months or so since I like using it in specific environments only.

So for me most of the magic has remained, but it also highly depends on the set and setting. And a major one for me is not abusing or using more ‘clear headed’ stims beforehand. Like if I take speed 48 hours before an xtc roll, I will feel a lot more dull and less of the love effect.

And I’ve always stuck more or less to dosing, although slightly on the higher side, but nowhere near 1g for sure, that sounds awful 120mg has me melting into my friends while hugging them, so I never take more than half a pill at once.

And I find MDMA almost like a trip drug in the sense that the comedown afterwards always feels more like a ‘wow isn’t it so cool you got to experience that and can feel this intensely?’ and generally leads to me feeling reborn and creatively and socially inspired afterwards.

It’s for sure a big fear of mine though, for some the magic never comes back, which I find so interesting like biology wise.. okay shutting up now, I feel like I’m spamming this thread and this 2C-B is hitting nicely, going to go draw I think

Youre definetly smarter than I was, I told myself I was going to space it out but ended up doing it weekly to bi-weekly for a short while when I was still a teen.

Stupidly did 400mg my first time so anything below that was kind of a dissapointment and I ended up doing anywhere from 400 - 600mg per session… makes sense why I ruined it permanently for myselt after only 10 uses or so lol

The ”good” part is I never took any more MDMA after about age 17/18 because the high was just so shit after that one OD, I did try a large variety of other serotonergic stims though

 

[TheLightBringer]

Gotta be up in 4 hours ugh…

10mg melatonin
10mg nicotine
4 different peptides SubQ that promote wound healing and collagen synthesis among other things. Wont go into detail here but maybe I should post a peptide log

 

[Gridlink]

Daamn I looked up Halo Halo that shit looks

I bought some ube as well, was gonna make ube halaya anyways so I might as well use it for some Halo Halo now. Really interesting how it has chickpeas, mungbeans and other things. Finding jackfruit in sweden might be a bit of a challenge though, ive had it maybe 3 times in my life so it might show up rarely in bigger stores…

Just make the ube halaya and throw it in the Halo Halo! That is totally allowed! I also recommend making the flan yourself if that's an option. The gelatin is also good to toss in. As is the mung beans. And if you have an Asian food store or market in your city, maybe look for jackfruit there? Sometimes they also have frozen jackfruit as an option. Worst case scenario you get jackfruit ice cream and then pick the fruit out...or toss the ice cream in! You cannot go wrong when you make Halo Halo, that's part of its charm.

OT: smoked a bit more meth than was customary for me today, and I'll freely confess it to you BL friends, but yes, I smoked some fent too. I don't feel too bad about it though, I have been doing well staying away from it and I intend to continue. Just a one off kind of thing.

Then I got into this three hour conversation about Alexander the great, Scipio africanus, AI stealing our jobs, and Things Tweakers Do. These could be categories on the druggie version of Jeopardy, bc for some reason I meet a lot of heads who are also history buffs.

Light and love everyone. Be safe out there!

 

[Sp4rky]

Then I got into this three hour conversation about Alexander the great, Scipio africanus, AI stealing our jobs, and Things Tweakers Do. These could be categories on the druggie version of Jeopardy, bc for some reason I meet a lot of heads who are also history buffs.

Eyy hearing Scipio Africanus teleports me right back to Latin class in middle school haha, I lowkey miss history and Latin classes sometimes. The old Greeks & Romans were some crazy fuckers for sure. Would kill to go to that time period and steal some of their opium.

could ramble on for ages, but I’ll be moving my bullshit to the morning fix thread now haha

Lowkey have been curious to ask, what does combining meth and fent feel like? Like what effects cancel out and which ones are amplified? Euphoria obviously amplified I assume, but like what about energy levels and such?

 

[Gridlink]

Eyy hearing Scipio Africanus teleports me right back to Latin class in middle school haha, I lowkey miss history and Latin classes sometimes. The old Greeks & Romans were some crazy fuckers for sure. Would kill to go to that time period and steal some of their opium.

could ramble on for ages, but I’ll be moving my bullshit to the morning fix thread now haha

Lowkey have been curious to ask, what does combining meth and fent feel like? Like what effects cancel out and which ones are amplified? Euphoria obviously amplified I assume, but like what about energy levels and such?

Not only their opium but I'd also snag some of that psychoactive honey that someone (Xenophon?) mentions as absolutely laying people out for a day or two.

Mixing meth and fent ...well I'd say euphoria gets amplified, I would also say creativity gets increased, i think the energy levels stay elevated, as does the productivity (at least for me). The physiological aspects of meth like the elevated heart rate and blood pressure actually don't seem to get canceled out either, which surprised me. The ability to nod definitely decreases, but as far as I am concerned that is okay because I don't care for nodding all that much. Of course, everyone is different and I have definitely seen folks nod out after doing both. I guess bc meth doesn't really change your fent tolerance in any way. I don't say any of this to encourage people to mix the two, of course, as the combo is way risky, and you can OD on either drug or both with a combo. Plus, something I have noticed in others (but not experienced firsthand, thankfully!!) is that mixing the two drugs does not reduce meth's tendency to induce psychotic thoughts or panic attacks.

Another reason for me to avoid them both. I guess!

 

[Cream Gravy?]

2.5mg Etizolam
.5mg+.5mg Alprazolam
Far too much Jameson with coke and a few Miller Lites

Slept like shit, really started tossing at 2-3am. Kratom WDs should be over, never were strong. Can't wait to get back on it in April.

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

Had a big shout out for dinner and ended up confessing ( not nearly everything but a bit ) to son No 2 - great birthday gift, mama, had him cry for an hour straight while I tried to explain...
5 g red Kratom
15 mg Mirtazapin, my new best friend, that's way more sedating in the lower doses, put me out reliably until morning despite everything and is good for my appetite, too. ( so good that I have a hard time finding gaps for the drugs )... No high obviously, but plain sleep which would never be possible after such a day naturally. I'm grateful for that, cause I find myself better physically and there's rarely any need for any other sleep aid for me anymore - not that I needed any daily either...
So how much more guilt can I carry? I wonder...

 

[Sp4rky]

good Friday already, damn, it feels like the past few days have been just one long day somehow .—.

Anyways, chemical birthday dinner:

- 0.15g insufflated meth
- 0.18g speed
- 0.25g 2-mmc
- half a kush mix joint + more vaped weed
- 10mg insufflated + 30mg oral diazepam
- 2 bumps of K
- espresso martini

Man I’ve had the weirdest birthday so far. Will try to not ramble too much and the oral diazepam is making it hard to type rn

But uhh yeah long uni day on meth was an experience. I felt decent but a part of me was metaphorically overlooking the state of my life and just feeling sad.

Then thought I’d finally would down with a joint sitting in the sun, only to come home to yet another bullshit roommate situation. Not entirely sure what happend but police where in front of my roommate’s door next to me and a whole lot of yelling

I also hadn’t eaten all day and still had to do the dishes. Then before leaving for a music gig of my friends’ band I did speed, nearly had a meltdown, 10mg diazepam orally to calm tf down, then more meth and 2-mmc .

Later had a cocktail, normally don’t botter with alchohol but friend offered me a free one after I have her some 2-mmc, which I now feel guilty about because that was a baggy with like 2-3g in it and I’m worried about her.

Anyways, my bones hurt and I’m craving opioids so fucking badly right now. Ending this night with 10mg insufflated & 20mg oral diazepam, some K and ofc more weed

Need to knock myself out I can’t stand this chronic bone pain. Probably will go take another 10mg diazepam and maybe some ket .—. Hmm feeling lovely and intensely sad at the same time

 

[Cream Gravy?]

- 10mg insufflated

Never heard of anyone doing that.

I like to let my alprazolam tablets dissolve under my tongue when I go to bed, the taste is bitter but reminds me of being calm. Though if I fall asleep too quick they tend to dry out the skin under my tongue. Wouldn't snort them though hah.



Last night I just had 2mg Etizolam and two Miller's. Didn't sleep great but got enough I guess.

Managed to go out and clean up the yard today and get some sanding done on some new rails we put in front of the house. Productive I suppose.

 

[TheLightBringer]

Never heard of anyone doing that.

I like to let my alprazolam tablets dissolve under my tongue when I go to bed, the taste is bitter but reminds me of being calm. Though if I fall asleep too quick they tend to dry out the skin under my tongue. Wouldn't snort them though hah.



Last night I just had 2mg Etizolam and two Miller's. Didn't sleep great but got enough I guess.

Managed to go out and clean up the yard today and get some sanding done on some new rails we put in front of the house. Productive I suppose.

Knew a girl who used to crush up multiple clonazepam pills and make lines, no clue if she was mostly getting high from the drip but it would still get her slumped

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

good Friday already, damn, it feels like the past few days have been just one long day somehow .—.

Anyways, chemical birthday dinner:

- 0.15g insufflated meth
- 0.18g speed
- 0.25g 2-mmc
- half a kush mix joint + more vaped weed
- 10mg insufflated + 30mg oral diazepam
- 2 bumps of K
- espresso martini

Man I’ve had the weirdest birthday so far. Will try to not ramble too much and the oral diazepam is making it hard to type rn

But uhh yeah long uni day on meth was an experience. I felt decent but a part of me was metaphorically overlooking the state of my life and just feeling sad.

Then thought I’d finally would down with a joint sitting in the sun, only to come home to yet another bullshit roommate situation. Not entirely sure what happend but police where in front of my roommate’s door next to me and a whole lot of yelling

I also hadn’t eaten all day and still had to do the dishes. Then before leaving for a music gig of my friends’ band I did speed, nearly had a meltdown, 10mg diazepam orally to calm tf down, then more meth and 2-mmc .

Later had a cocktail, normally don’t botter with alchohol but friend offered me a free one after I have her some 2-mmc, which I now feel guilty about because that was a baggy with like 2-3g in it and I’m worried about her.

Anyways, my bones hurt and I’m craving opioids so fucking badly right now. Ending this night with 10mg insufflated & 20mg oral diazepam, some K and ofc more weed

Need to knock myself out I can’t stand this chronic bone pain. Probably will go take another 10mg diazepam and maybe some ket .—. Hmm feeling lovely and intensely sad at the same time

Damn, that's a LOT of Diazepam... 20 mg is definitely enough to put me to sleep... Without the meth ofc..

OT:
300 mg Pregabalin
25 mg dph
30 mg dxm
After 2 hours:
8,9 g red Kratom
300 mg Tilidin
10 mg Diazepam
Weed, vaped
I'm a little stoned... Otherwise underwhelmed
Can it be that Kratom cancels out the effect of other opioids? I really wonder. . or the calcium Tablet that I took shortly after the Tilidin was a bloody mistake...

 

[TheLightBringer]

Damn, that's a LOT of Diazepam... 20 mg is definitely enough to put me to sleep... Without the meth ofc..

OT:
300 mg Pregabalin
25 mg dph
30 mg dxm
After 2 hours:
8,9 g red Kratom
300 mg Tilidin
10 mg Diazepam
Weed, vaped
I'm a little stoned... Otherwise underwhelmed
Can it be that Kratom cancels out the effect of other opioids? I really wonder. . or the calcium Tablet that I took shortly after the Tilidin was a bloody mistake...

I mean mitragynine and 7-oh are partial agonists right? I wonder if they will act a bit like buprenorphine if taken in close interval to other opioids. Though it seems otherwise since I see people posting about mixing 7oh or kratom with regular opioids and still getting high

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

60mg d9 distillate (eaten) 4 hours ago and 10mg diazepam an hour ago