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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Smoking the Midnight Oil

Sp4rky said:
So far:

- 4 lines of speed (2x 2 lines)
- 20mg Diazepam (15mg oral, 5mg snorted)
- bunch of weed (probably Tropical Cheery Peru strain, current fav. of me & my friends)

All I want is an uneventful day goddamnit. Chaotic morning and ended up snorting 2 big lines of speed, only to then realize I had my driving lesson in 10 minutes. Bless my instructor though, I don’t know if he knew I was high, probably, pupils seem stuck in constant disco mode lately even when on high doses of benzos, which sucks ass. But had a good conversation with him about mental health.

Met up with my best friend afterwards, did 2 more lines before meeting up and felt quite shameful and almost guilty when she pointed out that there was powder visible under my nose. Hate the fucking powder that leaks out after snorting shitty speed yuck.

Was a great hangout though. Feel so grateful for having her as a genuine friend, someone who feels like home if that makes sense. We spend the afternoon reliving some nostalgia by walking around the city my high school was in, stoned as fuck but just having fun and for fucking once in my life not giving a damn how people perceived me.

Tomorrow is my mom’s birthday and I will have to put on my sober persona again tomorrow and Friday, but the thought of the rave keeps me going I suppose. Tired as fuck, going to eat another 10mg valium pill. Either these are really good fakes or my tolerance just goes up fast idk man, might get a pill tested, now I’m curious.

Hope y’all manage to sleep nicely! I hope I can too cuz yesterday I barely slept and I am seeing shadows flying over the walls. Tired.
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Why are you snorting Valium, isn't that not a waste?! 🤔
 
Just chillin at home after a day at work. Personal life is unstable. Not really feeling grounded.

But...

point and a half of meth
two points of good H
half a gram of ketamine
250mg carisoprodol
3mg bromazolam x 2

It's hard to feel too bothered right now. It's nice to kick back a bit now and then.
 
The Holy Quadruplty said:
Why are you snorting Valium, isn't that not a waste?! 🤔
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It hits faster and for me anyway the effects are more intense that way. For me it’s usually desperation after getting to the paranoia part of my stim use. Snorting it gives me that wave of calmness in minutes while anything I take orally for me varies greatly due to stomach / digestion issues. I have very few drugs I prefer orally and they usually take either 15 minutes or up to 4 hours to hit, so I hate that unpredictability.

And won’t lie about the fact that crushing up pills and cutting up lines, always has a rush in itself, whereas popping a pill is like ehh, chronic illness got me used to eating pills like candy.

I don’t recommend snorting any type of pill though, the amount of fillers in pills really fucks up your nose and the Valium turns my snot blue which is uhhh hard to excuse if noticed to say the least

It’s hard to find a good study comparing oral and nasal routes with the same dosage, etc… but from the few I could find where nasal administration of diazepam was used, it scored at roughly 60-90% bioavailability, but then that’s obviously different from snorting crushed up pills, so I honestly don’t know if you’re wasting any of the active compound compared to taking it orally.
 
Gridlink said:
Does diazepam even do anything boofed for you? It isn't terribly water soluble...
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Well, according to a friend's AI it should be absorbed and there are even diazepam rectal solutions used clinically to treat an epileptic seizure so it should work and hit fast. I can't tell whether oral or rectal has more bioavailability so far, but it was just too late to wait for oral to kick in.... For me one point that I see as a good hint is how fast the pills dissolve in water- quite fast in this case. Like Zolpidem
 
Sp4rky said:
500mg MDMA? Damnn, to me that feels like a shit load, but maybe it’s a tolerance thing. 60-80mg has me nicely rolling, 80-100mg has me fucked to the point I can just barely think about basic safety.

Is it tested to be 500mg actual MDMA? If yes I’d be curious to know whether that dosage came to be from tolerance to MDMA itself or cross tolerance because of polydrug use.

I haven’t done xtc in a while now but have been going hard at every other stimulant and my worst fucking nightmare is keeping strictly to my ‘only once a month max’ rule of xtc only to have my tolerance and the effect intensity decrease because of my speed habit, so would be interested to hear your experience in that regard. Also the food response is interesting, do have rave buddies who also love to have entire xtc fueled picnics haha, so I suppose it differs greatly per person what MDMA does hunger wise. For me on any stimulant except 2-mmc so far, eating is the last thing on my mind.

Except for one experience where someone randomly brought hummus and carrots to a rave and I was skeptical to try but it actually tasted amazing on xtc, so food types matter too.

Sorry for the ramble lol, can you tell I’ve been craving xtc lately, my drug of choice for sure, except for IV morphine maybe.
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Oh, I should have been more clear. I received 500 mg MDMA, but I only actually took about 250 mg of it last night. I have a pretty high natural tolerance to it but I was definitely rolling last night so I'd say it was fairly pure!

Tonight I am just sticking to some gabapentin. Gotta give my brain a bit of a rest after yesterday, ha ha.
 
The Holy Quadruplty said:
So far..

Chlorpheniramine 16mg
Diphenhydramine 100mg
Nutmeg
Coffee
Chocolate Milk
Xanax 1mg
Subutex 6mg sublingually
Marijuana
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The Holy Quadruplty said:
Same minues chocolate 🍫 milk 🥛🍼, but plus Sonoma Menthol cigarettes
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How much nutmeg are you taking daily and what sort of effect are you getting out of it? Are you using it as a sort of anticholinergic/weed addon?
 
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Fell asleep unintentionally again, cool little 4 hour nap this afternoon lol. Up about an hour, enough time to dose, half ass clean the bathroom which I meant to do earlier lol, smoke and eat here in a few, then back to bed.

5mg apixaban
10mg olanzapine
20mg omeprazole
.4mg clonidine
43mg methadone
and a joint of Black Truffle

Night night.

✌️ ❤️
 
TheLightBringer said:
How much nutmeg are you takibg daily and what sort of effect are you getting out of it? Are you using it as a sort of anticholinergic/weed addon?
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Tonight so far I'm on....

Chlorpheniramine 16mg
Diphenhydramine 100mg
Nutmeg
Menthol Cigarettes
Random Tryptamine gummy
Amanita Muscaria 1g worth of gummies
1mg of Xanax
Coffee
Chocolate
Weed
Subutex 6mg sublingually

Took half my usual dose wich is most of these just like an hour ago while peeking on the Tryptamines, and was tripping so hard I could barely tell if they were my pills, or not, but they had to be right?! It's fucking with my head although I use to before, I usually do not nowadays let things like that fuck with my head (it's very much fucking with my head wether they were the right pills, or not... Had to be though right... Wait... Anyways...).

Yes I consume Nutmeg everyday at random dosages I believe to be somewhere around 2 to 15 grams twice a day averagely with everything else I mean times besides the Tryptamine, and Amanita Muscaria gummies. I think the peak is just now starting to settle, or the gabaergic, deliriant, canabinergic, opioidergic, etc... effects are starting to set it.

Damn was that really a joint I just smoked, or not?! 😭

I really want to take the other Tryptamine gummy, but idk what Tryptamines are in them. They are the Road Trip Stardust gummies.

Oh yeah, and to further answer your question I get moderate to strong MDMA/LSD/canabinergic/deliriant/dissociative/GABAergic like effects from the Nutmeg in my combo mostly.
 
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sleep deprived after doing some speed yesterday. May have been too soon after the weekend i just barely was recovered from; pulled a friday to saturday nonstop in NYC, featuring amphetamines, MDMA, 2C-B, LSD and some of the best Ketamine I’ve had in a goooood while.
 
The Holy Quadruplty said:
Oh yeah, and to further answer your question I get moderate to strong MDMA/LSD/canabinergic/deliriant/dissociative/GABAergic like effects from the Nutmeg in my combo mostly.
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Interesting, youre one of the few people ive talked to who actually like nutmeg. I had 2 friends who liked that stuff, one used it in low doses to boost his weed high since he did not seem to build a tolerance to nutmeg. Another said he got a weed/anticholinergic/pregabalin like feel from it. For me it always just felt like an anxiogenic, uncomfortable weed high without the euphoria and like I was sick with the flu, except it lasted 3 days…
 
Last night was once again disappointed by 400 mg Tilidin that didn't do much but keep me fairly warm outside (3°C), so I added some Ket i.m., which hit harder than expected and 20 mg diazepam that put me to sleep eventually.

Today 400 mg Tramadol were just as disappointing and since I finally got it tested a tiny dose of H ( Low Q but no fent at least). All plus the usual boosters. Seems like a single near OD can jack up tolerance to pre-taper levels in no time... anyone experienced that as well?
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Seems like a single near OD can jack up tolerance to pre-taper levels in no time... anyone experienced that as well?
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For sure. Wasn't H but bupe, shall we say the resumption at normal dose was a bit... rough lol. Not a near od really, but super high dose (~5x normal max) while not in the right mind. Still, the whole experience sucked balls on all levels.
 
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