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clonazepam worked for me great recently. I didin't know how bad my state was because of doing some powder ( I don't recommend, ITS SO BAD ). Because of the powder I had real problems gertting back to norma and clonazepam helped alot.
I feel you when I used to take X like m&ms
(Mainly just cocaine in the X here in Arkansas ๐Ÿ˜‚)

I would pop a few with actual mdma in it and rail the rest with coke being the main ingredient

but man k-pins got me out of some very troubling delusions 100s of times after bein up for days especially after that third or fourth day lol
 
Man that third or fourth day is brutal and not worth it. I did it so many times that recovering from it without money is impossible. I'm working daily for years now, living and working in very noisy enviroment. Just that is hard to stand without some good helpers like thc,benzos,canna. Imagine not having any helpers and getting lost in it, no money, no food, almost no apartment. My daiy life is super hard even without all the troubles that come from not sleeping, with addition of everything bad that it brings, I went completely crazy and forgot all the good things. It literally looked to me like nothing can ever help me. Then you smoke weed, get some extra sleep on something like clonazepam and regret that you didin't have it before. Atleast that's how it looked like to me.
 
Man that third or fourth day is brutal and not worth it. I did it so many times that recovering from it without money is impossible. I'm working daily for years now, living and working in very noisy enviroment. Just that is hard to stand without some good helpers like thc,benzos,canna. Imagine not having any helpers and getting lost in it, no money, no food, almost no apartment. My daiy life is super hard even without all the troubles that come from not sleeping, with addition of everything bad that it brings, I went completely crazy and forgot all the good things. It literally looked to me like nothing can ever help me. Then you smoke weed, get some extra sleep on something like clonazepam and regret that you didin't have it before. Atleast that's how it looked like to me.
I completely agree bout the money problem I had to turn to sellin weed/X/pain pills

I couldnโ€™t imagine goin thru that period without the 500-700 2mg alprazolams I was getting like every other month give or take (for bout a year I had a ridiculous supply)

Without it I think I wouldโ€™ve shot myself honestly it wouldnโ€™t have been possible for me at all
 
Tonight Iโ€™m chillin with my girl Smokin and absolutely relaxed and sedated

feelin real good turnin that gaba pretty damn high tonight lol (not gonna let it be a common thing)

Wax cartridge of runtz (medical) and two 2 gram blunts I scaled them lol (Iโ€™m OCD asf)

The two 2 gram Dutches rolled are no credit to my own my girl can roll blunts like she no cap literally rollโ€™s pearls EVERY fucking time

And she doesnโ€™t even smoke but about a year ago she tried rolling and the first time and pearled it and hasnโ€™t fucked up since

Like in the last year of us bein together she has rolled thousands of blunts for me not one time had she rolled a shitty one she a fuckin prodigy fr ๐Ÿ˜‚

75mg diphenhydramine
2 cups of coffee
3mg clonazepam
1.2 grams of gabapentin (capsuled)

Got a 30 script of clonaz today and my mom gave me 30 300mg gabapentins

Iโ€™m gonna try as hard as I can to maintain control and still get a break from life for 5-7 days

Then Iโ€™m gonna do a fast taper and jump off and I wonโ€™t be in dangerous withdrawal whatsoever cuz Iโ€™m not physically addicted to any benzos rn including clonazepam

But I think itโ€™s a good thing that Iโ€™m scared a little to have all these meds cuz that fear reminds me of why itโ€™s not worth it to get physically addicted whatsoever.

Hope everyone is bein safe and practicing discipline ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ‘‹
 
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Added 900mg gabapentin spaced obviously lol which brings me up to. 2.1 grams plus I been hittin my cart like a chimney ๐Ÿคค

Only goin this heavy with the gabapentin today and limiting myself to only 300mg twice a day no matter how much I wanna take more I wonโ€™t

feelin euphoric and zero anxiety is such a high for me (I have bout 4 debilitating anxiety disorderโ€™s sadly)

Thatโ€™s why I sell weed cuz itโ€™s impossible for me to work cuz the only way I could was if I took benzos everyday and Iโ€™m not getting dependent ever again

(Sorry for the rambling on my posts damn gabapentin๐Ÿ˜‚)
 
Chillin good smokin hella weed got a 100 sack today of some top quality legal

Rn just chillin in the garage listening to music smokin cigs/weed and itโ€™s 4:00am where Iโ€™m at and I still got the speaker on full blast lol

Anyways so far a hot shower

4 cups of coffee
4 blunts of bubba supreme and 2 joints
150mg hydroxyzine
900mg gabapentin
2mg clonazepam oral 1mg SL

Feelin fantastic and ๐Ÿ˜Š
 
So bored and sick and taken another 200mg Tapentadol (hour apart).

Watching Dopesick which is very triggering lol.
 
2mg clonazepam 1mg SL 13-14 joints ( I was chillin with a long time brother of mine I ainโ€™t seen in a while)

5-6 cups of coffee
Marlboros
150mg diphenhydramine
900mg gabapentin

Bout to take some bong rips and in A bit pop another mg of clonaz
 
I normally sleep stoned as but as I have to drive 500km to the boat im getting on tomorrow I have quit for 4 days.

So I use this to help me sleep when I quit.

CBD isolate
beta caryophyllene
limonene
beta pinene
linalool
alpha pinene
and myrcene.

the terps are mixed and dropped on tongue and CBD is crystal I swallow or suck.

works a treat and no failing of drug tests from it.
 
Use to do a shot I used to call "Suicidal" or a "Dumbshit"
I would shoot about .2g of heroin,.1mg of fentanyl, .2g of meth, and. 1g of Cocaine all in one shot with about .5ml of water.
Only 2 of us tried it and I was the only one who didn't go out from it. The other guy had to be ambulanced.
No more of that though.
Until recently I would usually smoke fentanyl and meth pop a few Kpins 1mg (clonopin)or a Bar(2mg xanax) or two. Wash those down with a 4Loko or A margarita mixer. Smoke a bowl of hydro before bed along with 3 to 4 kpins washed down with a local microbrew IPA.
Addiction is the worst affliction. Cancer patients can be cured and made to "feel comfortable". They also don't get judged or ridiculed. Yes, I know cancer patients didn't choose to have cancer. Well, addicts didn't decide the first day they tried drugs that they wanted to lose their family, lose their car, get thrown in jail, overdose and die or have permanent damage. No addict knew that they would get so addicted to put them under a bridge.
Next time you feel like judging an addict just know you aren't better than them. You just have a different makeup then the addict and you can smoke a joint or drink or do a line without wanting more. An addict has no control over their cravings.
That's not true noob obviously never you heard of a guy named @ghostandthedarknes
 
1.5mg clonaz
Smokin jungle cake and Alicia runtz all day (including rn lol)
2 cups of coffee
100mg diphenhydramine
20mg baclofen
Marlboro 100s
 
Unfortunately that's my typical amount on my days off work. Really wish opiates/opioids were OTC here, codeine would be great honestly. Something else to give me a break from drinking. I get tired of the whole weed and beer deal, but it definitely isn't the worst combination.
Just break the stupid laws or find a cool doctor.

Is this the most more active alternative to the "how high are you thread?"...that thread seems a little dead latley
 
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