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BTW, has anyone found any recreational value in Trazadone? It's part of my legit, prescribed bedtime drug regimen and since one of the things it's used for is sleep, I'm thinking maybe it could be fun to stay awake on ala Ambien?
 
11:30 300mg total for tonight now, just 1 more dose to go to stay within the safe zone re: seizures. I think I feel a bit lighter than usual, maybe? Idk I really feel like I'm having to reach to even convince myself I'm getting any placebo effect here. But then I'm not very good at knowing when I'm drunk, do maybe I can be high without knowing/thinking I am too?
 
12 midnight. Ok, I've reached the 400mg limit for tonight. I do feel a bit sleepy and definitely calmer than I felt earlier, can't say for sure how much the Tramadol has to do with that though. Since setting is important to how any chemical experience feels, I should note that one of my roommates has been running around slamming doors and slamming things around in the kitchen for the past hour, very loud and annoying and I have no idea what she's even trying to do.
 
5 am I went into this doubtful, but I gotta admit you were right @jhjhsdi. I fell asleep shortly after taking my last dose, slept for about 4-5 hours and woke up to my body being mostly numb (but in a good way!) and taking those deep sighing breaths that make you suddenly realize that up until then you'd been too tense to take in a full breath for God knows how long. Thank you for showing me how to enjoy something I was about to dismiss as garbage simply because I'd been using it wrong. And my sincerest apologies to Tramadol, I'm sorry I called you worthless crap when actually you are a perfectly lovely substance and I was the one who messed up.
 
I had quite a wild day earlier. I tried Crystal for the first time today and smoked quite a bit of it earlier along with quite a bit of Adderall.

So tonight my cocktail is a lot of Trazadone (100mg), Xanax(5mg), melatonin (10mg), Doxepin (50mg) doesnโ€™t rly do anything but itโ€™s what my Dr has me on ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ, and some other one that prevents PTSD nightmares.

My new doctor refuses to prescribe me clonazepam so I have been having a really hard time sleeping even without stimulants.
 
I had quite a wild day earlier. I tried Crystal for the first time today and smoked quite a bit of it earlier along with quite a bit of Adderall.

So tonight my cocktail is a lot of Trazadone (100mg), Xanax(5mg), melatonin (10mg), Doxepin (50mg) doesnโ€™t rly do anything but itโ€™s what my Dr has me on ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ, and some other one that prevents PTSD nightmares.

My new doctor refuses to prescribe me clonazepam so I have been having a really hard time sleeping even without stimulants.
I just got a script for ambien and more Prazocin from my doctor. She said she would go all the way to 10 mg a night of prazocin if lower doses donโ€™t work, Iโ€™m on 5 mg a night right now, I have ptsd nightmares too
 
12 midnight. Ok, I've reached the 400mg limit for tonight. I do feel a bit sleepy and definitely calmer than I felt earlier, can't say for sure how much the Tramadol has to do with that though. Since setting is important to how any chemical experience feels, I should note that one of my roommates has been running around slamming doors and slamming things around in the kitchen for the past hour, very loud and annoying and I have no idea what she's even trying to do.
Ok, well apparently my roommate came home wasted last night and that was what all the ruckus was about. I can't be too mad at her for that cause I was basically trying to do the same thing, just with a solid instead of a liquid. Thoughts and prayers for her to make a speedy recovery from her hangover today.
 
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