I think I've got some sort of sleep defect. I mean a normal 10mg ambien will knock most people right the fuck out (and, more importantly, most don't need anything to close their eyes at the end of the day). Not me man. Night after night, doing retarded shots of dope, throwing all sorts of benzos and z-drugs down my throat like they're fucking skittles. Ripping og kush outta 2ft roors like a champ after days filled with strenuous exercise and activity along with the normal daytime clonazepam neds. Slammin whiskey like a champ. But here I am, lucid enough to keep writing out job apps and cover letters and blast bonobo. I truly wish there was the perfect non-habit-forming sleep drug that fucking worked. Insomnia is a goddam curse.
Anyhow, opiates, benzos, z-drugs, and cannabis for me, only the strongest. And some doxylamine and amitriptyline. Hopefully I can cut that back down to just the cannabis after I find gainful employment and dont have to worry bout these god forsaken prehire piss tests. Fuck this country.
Hot damn. Some k or mxe would be ace right meow!
