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What was your most spiritual trip like?

i ate 40grams fresh copelandias about 9 years ago and i have never been the same.i chopped them up and ate them with honey and within 45min i couldnt figure out how to hold my penis to take a piss,lucky for me my girlfriend at the time was cool enough to hold it for me ;-). after the bathroom break i had to lay down because i felt "fight or flight" for the first time and it was scary as hell.it felt like a train was coming right at me and i was powerless to it.my gf decided to take advantage of me on the bed so she turned on the blacklights and some trance and then she stripped for me,danced a lil and crawled on top of me naked.she rubbed her pussy and stuck her fingers in my mouth and instantly i was propelled into a state of regression.i remembered being born,being conceived,my parents lives split and i remembered their past,childhoods,their conceptions,my grandparents lives,their conceptions and so on to the first primal urges of all living things.i was life in it earliest form.i witness the start of all living things,i witnessed the formation of space/time and i came face to face with "god".i cant explain what i "saw" because it wasnt with my eyes,it was with my mind.i regressed to the core of my DNA to creation itself and there are no words in the human vocabulary to express what thats like,trust me.during this experience there was no pulling out of it when i wanted to,i was the mushrooms puppet. i couldnt see with my eyes the whole time after i tasted my girlfriends essence.i was sucked within my every cell.
i heard my name being called from a far off place and i recognized my gf's voice.she had stayed next to me the whole time(4 hours) while my body jerked and spased and i moaned and groaned.she thought i lost my mind but she waited it out instead of seeking help thank god!! her voice brought me back from the void .the next day i felt like my brain was hit by an 18wheeler.it took atleast a day for me to regain all my senses and one side effect worth mentioning was the inability to use my hands.i play guitar and the next day i couldnt make my fingers work at all.it was scary to say the least but the 2nd day i was jamming again.after that experience i started looking into shamanism and found out i had had a DEATH/REBIRTH experience to the T. 9 years later i still follow the way of the shaman.that was the last time i had an experience that intense and now that im older i have no need for another death/rebirth.i know my own death will come soon enough and i look foward to it ;-)
 
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"I wrote this down, but never posted it.. it was intended as a trip report but i was never completley satisfied with my description of one of the single most life changing experience's of my life, but i figure i'll post it here as it stands :)"

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This experience is that of one over a year ago with DMT, i wrote part of this up a while ago whilst in a creative state of mind, but never finished it. It took a long time for me to understand the experience enough for me to colorfully describe it.

My first few experience's with DMT were quite wonderful, they were however small dose's, i did these with my eyes open at awe with what was taking place in-front of me.

It would be my first break-through on a large dose that injected pure fear into me. I took this dose out in the forest on a sunny morning, an absolutely gorgeous setting.. although despite the beautiful scenery i was determined to experience this with eyes closed for maximum effect. I inhaled the entire dose in one breath...

As i exhaled and felt myself 'power down', my upper body lent forwards and my head down, my entire body and mind became infinitely dense and i felt like i weighed a million tonnes. My body automatically lent back into a straight-up cross-legged position, resembling that of the lotus position. I watched on in awe as the trans-dimensional colors began to shift and morph behind my eyes.. the sounds of reality were stretched into an infinite blend of time, my sense of reality disappeared entirely, and for a brief period of clarity that seemed like an eternity all that existed was my present awareness of the moment.

I watched on as i flew through the horizons of this multi-dimensional tunnel, mysteries of the universe been revealed at every twist and turn, impossibilities becoming possible.. and what seemed like entities directing me to pay attention as the mother goddess directed me through the flower of life.. as i descended further into space and time i was hit with a fear so incredibly real and illusive, that it defied the very nature of logic.

I was faced with the realization that my reality was that of my own making, a dream.. manifested by my own being as a means to experience my 'self', with this understanding i panicked, and opened my eyes with quick haste.. but by this point my 'self' no longer existed and i became aware of 'The Void' the rising awareness of nothing from the perspective of everything. The 'reality' i was welcomed back to was unfamiliar, an alien landscape void of definition.. indescribable whispers rushing back and fourth between me.. time been sped up and slowed down.

Never have i felt such a powerful force of fear, The Void was the final frontier, the rising awareness of my absolute being, becoming aware of your own awareness through nothingness.

This still remains as the most powerful experience of my life, it changed my entire perspective on everything, i became increasingly aware of my own spirituality since then and have continued to use meditation to integrate that experience into a clearer understanding.
 
I've had some crazy and intense experiences, but I think I have to unfortunately say I haven't had a spiritual trip as of yet. :(
 
I felt a higher power(God) about two weeks ago for the first time. Its almost like I my questions were all answered and everything fit into place; One. 4g of amazon cubes + bowls worth of Northern Lights X Haze.
 
I was on a DXM trip near or possibly just after peaking and smoked some weed while listening to music from this obscure island tribe in southeast Asia. I felt the warmest, happiest feeling I have ever felt, like I was there on the island with the people singing and I was one with the universe. I almost cried out of sheer happiness, it was the most beautiful feeling.
 
Tunnelfission said:
Psilocybin mushrooms are the most spiritual for me giving me experiences that seem to validate the possibility of alien life and even contact with "other" advanced and developing life.

LSD seems to be prone to allowing me into a 3rd person mode, or a feeling of disattachment from the animal body, I feel like I am (what I describe as) spirit itself and feel i begin to understand the nature of being... something like... the ego is only temporary ,whole personality shifts happen in cycles at a rate dependant on ones own involvment in spiritual development. so the ego is just an "adaptation strategy" to the environment we live in to thrive or function as these beings we so happen to be.

all everything is perception and as this perception i get out of the "inside of the head, behind the eyes" perspective to that of a dot, one that views that point in space time for a large distance, kilometers in all directions.

the first time this experience happened i did not even realize it until it was done, I was in a trance...Trips like that add me to press on this way!
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That's almost exactly what happened to me when I tripped on acid last week. My ego completely faded away, and I was just existing in the most basic form of life. Like I synced up with the world and everything in the universe came down to one dot of focus...
 
I have had interesting trips on shrooms and acid they both being equally potent imo....on acid i say more visuals like one time me and a friend ate 3 hits and went to a hooters car show after looking at some hot babes we ventured down into a side alley near the side of a building well the building was to the left and a train bridge to the right well you could here a sqeaky noise slowly get louder and louder then all a sudden a pin light slowly row well it was a train coming when it passed everyone on this mother was looking at me and my friend they all looked like the same person to the left was a commercial building (concrete) it had pieces of rebar sticking out of the wall, we were laying down on a landing on this staircase looking at the trolley bridge and the building the buildings rebar where a bunch of army men climbing down the wall....big trip fun and bizaar...then we went in to a arcade every 1/4 we put into a machine we played the game for a milli second then walked away you lose interest very fast it also seemed like the security was following us around everywhere....

then we sat down in a cafe in the arcade and got a soda just one cup and split it i was scratching the under side of the cup and it finally tore a hole in itwhen it went every were it was the wierdest tri ( hard to describe) then a waitress came up and she was scary looking real scary with really long arms i looked at my friend his face was swirling around a bunch then me and my friend acted like we saw a fucking ghos tand got way wierded out and took off....so ya acid way more of a tri p to discuss but shrooms i had a trip once and me and a friend swore that we had come up with a new company that would buy me and his folks new houses and expensive cars it was so fucking real we caled our parents crying and describing this business idea it was something else.......I great trip on either of these drugs to me is one that blows your mind so big time it makes you cry with amazment you swear you are the god and can make anyting happen and you could change any situation at anythime and from that day forward you will be the best fucking thing that walks the earth......thats my take on the hardest i fryed in my life time hope you all enjoyed...
 
I was alone last fall, my friends had all gone to some Rave that I could not attend. I decided to dose RC-T7 and go for a walk, which ended in multiple re doses. I had an intensely spiritual experience in which I laid under a tree and saw the branches pulse like veins, and I could hear a heartbeat in the ground. Perhaps it wasn't the visual, but it was intensely spiritual.

DMT always feels sacred to me aswell. I treasure every moment I have on it.
 
dntcheckthtbxdoc said:
Spoken Word, isnt it fucking amazing the earth reforms melts....etc
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Not so much the earth, but my reality reformed. I uttered the phrase, "it's like I'm seeing reality from all sides, multiple perspectives" while tripping and the LSD vet agreed with me, grinning like a school girl of course. He said a lot of what I said reflected the ideal person to trip on LSD. He said I accepted the drug very well for a first-timer.

anyways, i've only tripped on shrooms and now LSD. LSD, BY FAR, the most spiritual, the most intense, the most visual, the most everything.
I basically found my own God, LOL. %) Awesome expierence.
 
^^ acid alone is very spiritual i agree.. but really i think its only half the equation.

i highly recommend adding mdma to the mix. in my opinion, anyone who is tripping for spiritual reasons absolutely needs to candy flip, if they havent already.
 
My most spiritual experience was with Mushrooms. I felt as though I saw the beauty in the world the way God sees it. I felt connected with my creator. I can't really describe it differently. The feeling itself was a feeling of complete serenity. Its during these trips I learn the most about myself. I wish I could tell you how to make a trip spiritual. I have realized that sometimes the trip takes you where it wants to go, and your destinations mean nothing to the compounds. Mushrooms seem to be a mixture of compounds that allows for a spiritual journey most the time I take it.
 
1988, Grateful Dead concert, Alpine Valley WI. At least 12 blotters over the course of the evening, topped off with some mescaline. Indescribable sunrise at a beach house on the shore of Lake Michigan(one of the Great Lakes). Some sort of Yes compilation playing on the HiFi. Turned down a roll with one best looking women I've ever known (never got another chance).

My eyes and mind saw what my heart felt, and my soul was with me....
 
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