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What was your most profound insight while on any drug?

My most profound insight?

I realized hallucinogenics didn't really have much of an insight and were, after all this time, just "fun".

 
Realization but not profound

That I am never completely comfortable inside and out on any drug or sober within any environment. Always something is not right with me. Fine line between self awareness and hypochrondriac. Not incapacitating though or I would fix what I could. Get help if I needed it.
 
during one morning glory experience, i realized that under the right circumstances (or perspectives) altruism could = selfishness, and both are equally true, depending on whose perspective you were looking from. later i realized that this was special relativity and Tao.
 
I turned into a souless cosmic fabric on 7 grams of mushrooms, I hope that feeling isn't nirvana
 
That social anxiety is completely pointless and is to be ignored. Somehow realising this didnt make it go away though. :\

Also, trees > people.
 
On MDMA I realized that God is love and that love unites all living things, and that with love, transcendence is possible. When I say love, I mean agape- the universal love that permeates being.

On mushrooms, I realized that I was an alien being sent to Earth to learn from being human. Humans are capable of emotion (love and hate, joy and sadness), and my supposed alien self was not. The deeper meaning was the realization that life is experience and life is the ultimate trip, filled with lessons and things. So simple, yet profound :)
 
I have felt on MDMA a pure zen like feeling that the natural world is aesthetically at least far more complex and beautiful than I take notice of.

As a city boy, estate boy and therefore with little contact with the natural world I got this amazing feeling on a beach before walking along the seafront that I should take more notice of the way the world looks.

I have experienced it with cannabis as well. We live in a world where nature is obscured, where nature is secondary to our false image, our man made image of the world.

It is only reproduction but nature simply cannot be defined in this way and the same idea occured to me with regard humans. I realised my conciousness is also human, that it has more in common with the sea, with the tree than perhaps even the MDMA in my system.

But then I thought how it was sad that we needed MDMA to achieve this state of oneness with nature, that it should not be neccessary.

Then it floated away and I told my friend how much I loved a girl I had just got back with after a long time, I mean the girl I had been chasing for ages. I switched from that complex chain of thought about nature and it just merged into I love her more than all this, more than everything I have ever seen. He just smiled and looked at me as in he understood, as if he knew the way I looked at her, the things I never said to him but he knew for that moment I think what I meant.

I had been smoking hash, drinking a fair bit as well, all these were factors but of course MDMA allowed these insights.

My first post, hello all.
 
Thanks, I know that post might be a tad unclear but you know how these 'insights' are, they tend to be quite fleeting especially with MDMA and its effect on memory.
 
i was a little drunk while iwas at central island (toronto, canada). my boyfriend drank with me.. and 4 other people were on acid. while the other 4 were tripping, me and my boyfriend decided to go sit by the water and look over the city. while i was sitting, in the drunken state that i was in, i looked at our city, all the dirty black smoke coming out of the factories and shit and realized how much of a dumpster my city was. yup. thats it.
 
on Ayahuasca - that fact that i really am gonna die someday and have to deal with people i love dying, and those i love that will have to deal with my death.

on shrooms - how much proxemics affect my social anxiety!! esp with my family in our house - wow

also on shrooms - that how much art was apart of every aspect of my life and that i really can't escape it.

*p.s. i love reading all these, it feels great to read things that other people have realized just as i have and that we really are some cool beings.
 
About 3 years ago, while on mushrooms and MDMA, I was struck with the tremendous notion that all the other tremendous notions I had come up with while on drugs were full of shit.
 
00' rolling on 3 blue tiny lifesaver holes, decided I wasn't doing shit with my life, now 5 years later an a.a. degree in one field a b.a. in another field and a kick ass job! The power of mdma....rolling in settings other than raves , alone or with a friend can be very life changing
 
tHAT IF PEOPLE COULD EXPERIENCE WHAT I DID ON ACID IT WOULD MAKE THEM BETTER PEOPLE.SO I USED TO BUY SHEETS OF BLOTTER TAKE THEM TO FESTIVALS SHOWS ETC SELL ENOUGH TO GET MY STAKE BACK AND GIVE TRIPS AWAY TO EVERYONE WHO WANTED THEM ,VERY SATISFYING.I WOULD NEVER HAVE DREAMED OF DOING ANYTHING LIKE THAT BEFORE ACID [B.A.]
 
First time i did a bottle of 8 oz robo, I clearly remember only one sentence, throughout all the other fun garbage that 711 mgs brings to the body and mind...

"I am my own"

It is a phrase so simple, yet so complex that I will never forget it for the rest of my unnatural life.
 
Oh, and also on 2C-E, I realised how some people never reach their full potential and how tragic it is.

It's like the movie a beautiful mind, How people are stricken with diseases and disorders and their true potentials are never reached.

I just think about all the locked up criminals who have some disorder that causes them to not function in society. I bet you half the guys in there have amazing creative abilities, just the way they are born and raised doesn't allow them to release and use this creativity. It's locked up forever and never seen.

It's all so tragic, nature is cruel, which is what makes it beautiful.
 
One more thought......

In London, being in a hotel overlooking the city after a night of clubbing, still tripping on 4-ho-dipt.

Everyone says how nature is so beautiful and humans are ruining it. Well, yes, I love appreciating nautre and LIFE. But taking a look at the busy, "alive" city, we are nature, we are LIFE. The whole thought of a city blows my mind just like the beauty in nature. Get what I'm saying? Human's accomplishments are amazing, just like the complexicty of nature....but that's because we are nature, we are life. It's kinda ironic.
 
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