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What Was YOUR Morning Fix? v. Special K and Weedies

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6am-64-14m said:
missed that decimal, did ya? i am glad i did not. haha!

This gentleman wins the award for most accurate and definitive answer to the question of what benzo and at what dose. Impressed, my brotha. ;) At the end of a taper.
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Well done! Sorry things are turned down in life atm. Really hoping you find some fresh breeze in life to take breath, take stock and relax.

I like the sound of you getting a bike too! I started picturing you on your trials in the open breezy fresh sunny air one day soon hopefully the second I read that from you before I went back to sleep earlier lol.

So six hours more sleep just now and I can actually think again it's not often I'm so unintellectual I can't even string a sentence together without feeling like a 2 year old out of his depth.

So that is relieving to say least. I now have enough energy to manage my allergies.

It's the middle of the night but I've slept for over 20 hours and I will be able to get high once I've done my steam inhalation which I didn't think was going to happen for a few days.

Amazingly things are looking up because I was concerned I had injured my intellect and imagination this time I was just extraordinarily over fatigued from flu lack of sleep long Covid and too many substances.

However I still I'm saying eyes looking at me everywhere in true hallucinogenic fashion.

I'm basically stuck tripping I won't call it stuck but that's the word has long been used.

Thanks brother. Thinking of you. Def get that bike.

Hurt is how we heal. But it's important to focus as well and that sounds like a good little focus to me even if it's just to get some milk from the shop 2 miles away
 
I slept more! Boy did I. Then again after dealing with allergies.

Sleeping marathon done!

The eyes too, are fading now too.

People moan about hppd but I don't want to get stuck with eyes everywhere for life lol.

I can think too. Very stressed out though and have hit some chasmic depression.

But no cannabis or kava since Sunday. If I can just find energy to walk about, prepare and clear up, then I only need a shower some point and back on track.

It's progress anyway.

I get myself into real nooks and crannies.
So I specialise in getting out of them every time, this far.
 
Freaking boring ass coffee and a coupla cigs.
Hit the weed a few times but just aint with it.
Maybe some thc oil but later....
Bored but safe. ;)
Peace
 
6am-64-14m said:
Freaking boring ass coffee and a coupla cigs.
Hit the weed a few times but just aint with it.
Maybe some thc oil but later....
Bored but safe. ;)
Peace
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Safe is good! Bored actually has its merits.

I have come to realise in life how much Bored is taken for granted and maybe mistermed as well.

I remember the days when are used to feel bored and they were significantly easier and more fun filled that these days when I just haven't got the chance to think for long enough to feel bored.

And I am actually excited hoping to hear he reports having some refreshing bicycle rides out in the open nearby you because that would potentially be a very healthy mental practice to give you some space and time to think away from home.

Also it's funny you said that because a few weeks ago I said to my mum and a friend that I really need a bicycle myself because that way I would be able to reach other sides of the town without my fatigue condition limiting me because I can't afford taxis to go to For example potential treatment facilities which I have been hoping to access just as a sounding board really for months now but I can't physically get myself there without a lift from my mum which is not how I want to do it for the expense of a taxi but a bicycle would actually solve the problem.
 
I did get high moderately anyway more inspirits I just needed my cannabis and kava after a decent sleep.

Hard to quantify but I had taken nearly 10 mg of Etizolam already in the day.

I have a brain again though which is remarkable to me because I had not one yesterday which was a very disconcerting experience I've been there before but every time it can seem like cognition is lost.
 
AutoTripper said:
but a bicycle would actually solve the problem.
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I do have one I ordered off ebay or amazon when we arrived here. Left scooter and a lot of other valuables behind but thats for another time.
It is refreshing and I was actually riding with this guy (22) next door and he seemed to really enjoy it. The riding together. He is a little "behind" but I feel it's his moms constantly screaming at him so we get away for a little while.
I havent been able to ride again for a little longer but mind is on it so... wont be long.
My intent is to pick up another motor cycle at some point.
Get one at walmart for under 100 i betcha
 
AutoTripper said:
Safe is good! Bored actually has its merits.

I have come to realise in life how much Bored is taken for granted and maybe mistermed as well.

I remember the days when are used to feel bored and they were significantly easier and more fun filled that these days when I just haven't got the chance to think for long enough to feel bored.

And I am actually excited hoping to hear he reports having some refreshing bicycle rides out in the open nearby you because that would potentially be a very healthy mental practice to give you some space and time to think away from home.

Also it's funny you said that because a few weeks ago I said to my mum and a friend that I really need a bicycle myself because that way I would be able to reach other sides of the town without my fatigue condition limiting me because I can't afford taxis to go to For example potential treatment facilities which I have been hoping to access just as a sounding board really for months now but I can't physically get myself there without a lift from my mum which is not how I want to do it for the expense of a taxi but a bicycle would actually solve the problem.
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I just lifted ours off the garage ceiling yesterday

Rode a nine mile ride to a lake ...taint gets a little numb first time back on in a while
 
AutoTripper said:
bicycle
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heres my bike
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I'm still seeing eyes but trying to decide if 200 Mics is likely to be unpleasant atm.

Sometimes it can be, purely bodily related.

I'm high on kava, weed and Acid still.

In a good mood though. It's a bright sunny day.

I have my mind back. Just physical shit to deal with currently which is the problem always really not actually the drugs at all believe it or not.

I don't want to dose LSD though and then realise I haven't the energy for it physically.

I have the mood.

I do feel like I shouldn't though.

Just...talking this through with myself here. Talking myself out of it.
 
Boringly sober. Just realized that I sat all the time on the medicine I needed to stop opiate dependence: memantine. Why search for some weird potent arylcyclohexylamine when boring grandpa's pharma does it. Kills each and every withdrawal together with post-acute withdrawal and the latter feature is precious. I just feel like I had never taken opioids. It's boring. I want some trip. There are some blotters of 1cP-LSD somewhere but I don't find them. So I'm stuck with boring sobriety.
 
plumbus-nine said:
Boringly sober. Just realized that I sat all the time on the medicine I needed to stop opiate dependence: memantine. Why search for some weird potent arylcyclohexylamine when boring grandpa's pharma does it. Kills each and every withdrawal together with post-acute withdrawal and the latter feature is precious. I just feel like I had never taken opioids. It's boring. I want some trip. There are some blotters of 1cP-LSD somewhere but I don't find them. So I'm stuck with boring sobriety.
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The concept of sobriety has drifted so far from me you know.

I do wish I could help you with that.

I gather you aren't in mood or fancy of Kava atm.

I had some already. I'm using a lot of kava myself currently but it doesn't feel like toomuch.

Barely enough. Dosage requirements vary in time.

Now it's sorely needed.

Except I used over 80 grams yesterday of high quality too.

About to make the 2nd wash of 30 grams before I took a breezy sunny stroll.

Sunday I used about 135 grams, on top of 1.9 mg's of LSD total and maybe 4 grams of weed.

Just huge doses of kava alone.

I would struggle to reach sobriety from here.

Plumbed in lol, strikes my mind.

Just need to feel okay though really.

Hope your day or night picks up.
 
I am not sure if I will be entirely thankful for it, but cannot see sleep happening this daytime.

So 200 Micrograms it is. No idea what journey awaits. Very unpredictable now.
 
So 200 Mics just the ticket if any today.

Enough of a flight. I'm high. Kind of okay.

Not too much. Everything though.

Very sensory but just about chilled out and gathered enough.

No tegret taking LSD 4.7 hours ago (just looked lol). But glad it was not even 250.

Not required here (yet)

Hard to deal with my mum though! Nerves on fire.

Just keeping settled somehow. 60 grams Kava helped. Lots of cannabis. It's colourful.

I'm not bored yet.

Nervous though.
 
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