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extremely early morning fix seeing as though it's 3:20am here downunder. 100mg IV morphine.

it's likely i'll fall asleep if i don't nod out sooner or later. won't need to have a fix until late this afternoon or not at all, depending on my pain. or, heaven forbid, i might just take a tablet as directed, though more likely to plug it than that;)

to diazepam or not t diazepam? that is the question!
 
literally rolled out of bed and prepped 100mg morphine IV. then went and brewed my coffee while i did a poop then enjoyed said coffee with a cigarette. some valium will be added later on today at some point i imagine.
 
Mmm, Saturday morning! Woke up to some IV heroin and a cup of coffee, using ice cream as the creamer! fuckyeah!! Then it's off to the methadone clinic! (Right, seems kind of counterproductive I guess)..
 
shot 100mg morphine and swallowed 20mg valium 10 seconds prior to jumping in the shower. i had a fresh pot of coffee and rolled cigarette awaiting me when i jumped out. a small toke from the bong as well.

can't get much better than that in my books :)

ahhhhhhh.
 
Ive always pondered...

How can you peeps that are shooting 100mg morphine IV, even the guy who shot 1MG Fentanyl....even the 8mg Dilaudid IV
if you were in an emergency situation (trauma, kidney stone, pancreatitis, the list goes on of fairly common stuff)...

how would you expect your pain control at the hospital to be controlled, explained, etc, etc?
That said when "avg" IV shots for pain control at the ER are: 50mcg Fent, 2mg Dilaudid, 3-6mg morphine (mind you the ER can give drugs a lot more liberally than when you're an inpatient unless otherwise ordered by the doctor)

edit:
to answer the question, usually wake up with my 50mcg fent patch on and swallow 1 or 2 of my .5mg Xanax XR. Considering I ordered mostly gel patches this past month instead of the non-gel Sandoz that I SHOULD stick too, a large % of my months supply went away fairly early, and have been maintaining on 40mg Opana ERs til next week. I cook the Opana "OP style" in the oven til brown, freeze, chop and insuffulate. I only grind about half to 2/3 the pill at a time. So, I had one of those this morning while wearing my officially 4 day old patch.
 
Ive always pondered...

How can you peeps that are shooting 100mg morphine IV, even the guy who shot 1MG Fentanyl....even the 8mg Dilaudid IV
if you were in an emergency situation (trauma, kidney stone, pancreatitis, the list goes on of fairly common stuff)...

how would you expect your pain control at the hospital to be controlled, explained, etc, etc?
That said when "avg" IV shots for pain control at the ER are: 50mcg Fent, 2mg Dilaudid, 3-6mg morphine (mind you the ER can give drugs a lot more liberally than when you're an inpatient unless otherwise ordered by the doctor)


The answer isss.... We're fucked. :\
 
The answer isss.... We're fucked. :\

Mr S:

I figured that was the short of it. Understanding and empathizing with opiate addiction, I more apt to say how bad I feel for someone in that situation than pointing and saying "you deserve it".

This probably isn't the best place to ask this question since it's completely off-topic, but I've already done so...and here are some follow ups to whoever willing to answer:

Would/have you admit your addiction and subsequent tolerance to try and obtain more adequate doses to relieve the pain from a car crash or lodged 8mm kidney stone? Would/have you expect any success from this approach?

I wonder if anyone has or would have someone bring in their own stash of dope and load it into the IV port when hospital staff isn't looking?

From some experience, a couple of kidney stones ago, I was Rx'ed 3x 15mg Opana ER/day (the generic that could still be nasal'ed), but was abusing and taking 5-6/day. I believe at this time I also was Rx'ed 4x 4mg dilaudid/day for BT pain. Usually saved those until I was out of Oxymorph, which considering the shitty half-life, never lasted that long.
At this particular time, I believe I was a week out from refill and was actually out of my oxymorph. Because I was afraid that they would ask that my wife bring in my pills for the hospital to dispense as I was inpatient for a couple of days until they could do the surgery... I didn't even tell them that I took the med. From a past experience prior to that, the hospital's pharmacy didn't even have oxymorphone/opana tablets to dispense. And it's not unheard of for a hospital to arrange for you bring your own pills in where they lock up and dispense as indicated on the bottle. Coincidently, I didn't mention the Dilaudid either. Part of me was also embarrassed to admit to these people why a 28 year old otherwise healthy young man was on so much pain medication. Granted it was for legit CP, but I felt like I was Rx'ed a huge amount, and being in health-care industry, I know the judgement passed upon folks like me.

I should have taken the risk, made up an excuse if necessary, and or just hoped that they used the info to adjust my doses of pain medication due to tolerance. It was a shitty Urologist, and Rx'ed me a shitty amount of morphine even for a naive patient. I believe my wife bitched and finally got me something like 6mg once every 3 hours.
The kidney stone pain was intensified 10x due to the withdrawal. 6mg Morphine or not, the IV route's DOA was less than 30 minutes, experienced zero euphoria, only a slight break from restless legs and extreme nausea for about those 30 minutes and 30 minutes only.
The Nausea got so bad (and at this time the hospital had already withdrawn the use of straight IV Phenergan) that I was MAXed out on nausea meds, being given the maximum allowed doses of Zofran, the shitty IV infusion bag of Phenergan, benadryl, even Ativan, and then as a last resort - Halidol. Still puking my guts up until all those meds finally allowed me to pass out for a couple hours. By the time I left the hospital post-kidney stone extraction, I had actually detoxed slightly and despite it all, felt a little better for it.
Still would never like to do that EVER again, and have been completely honest with my RX'ed pain mngmt meds ever since. And as a result, have gotten much more appropriate meds and doses, ie last kidney stone over thanksgiving: while in the ER... 4mg IV Dilaudid, 100mcg Fentanyl IV. Followed up as an inpatient, was allowed 8mg morphine per hour and was eventually sent home with an Rx of 5x 100mcg/hr fent patches (I wear 50mcg regularly, no more pills from pain doctor) and 7.5 percs.

Anyway, unfortunately -- those taking illicit opiates dont have the luxury of legitmately disclosing Rx'ed meds and being treated accordingly.
Now THAT said, the hospital did not ask to see any paperwork to verify my Rxed fent patches. I mean, I had one on... but still.

Makes me wonder if someone could say they were prescribed X amount of this or that (probably shouldnt be too extravagant with the lie), to maybe help match their illicit tolerance?
 
In my expierence.. going in there and saying you're a drug addict and have such and such tolereance only garantees you'll get less drugs than a normal person.

Yeah.. it's fucked up.

But this isn't the thread to talk about this. I didn't even realize where I was posting for a second.

Make a new thread in OD if you want to talk about this.

For now lets keep this ball rolling.

Who did what this morning?
 
Okay, it's 7:35am. I begin to write this. About 30 minutes ago I consumed 50mg of Methadone, followed by a 2mg tablet of Clonazepam.

Relief is the best way I can describe the feeling that is coursing through my body. I feel light as air, completely 'cool'. I also have a 30mg IR Amphetamine Salts Combo tablet just waiting for me, so the good times are just begining.
 
110 mgs methadone, cannabis, coffee, cigs(camel filter). watching my girlfriend take her am 30mg adderall xr and wishing i could too! but i can no longer mess with good drugs. i now look for the best herb i can find.
 
2/3 Opana ER freshly ground and baked in the oven for 10 min (golden brown), froze for 10 min, chopped... and administered the old fashioned way! Marlboro Menthol Smooth, and half of another.
Craving me some McD breakfast burritos!!
 
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