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What Was Your Morning Fix For Today v. Am I High Yet?

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3 taquitos, rice and beans and a dr pepper! watched some southpark until i got half an 80. boutta play red dead redemption and eat a kit kat. BEST SATURDAY EVER!
 
200 millgrams of tramadol to fight opiate w/d and a couple of fioircet plus lots of coffee. later I'll do a couple of the few Vics I have left. NO food. Oh yeah and a norflex (this morning). Anyting to get me out of bed.
 
well since I went to sleep at 7 pm and woke up at 12:30..... Got in a huge argument with my ma's cuz she is abusing her fentanyl patches AGAIN...... so my dad let me confiscate the tampered patch she wore today, she was so fucked up she talked to someone on the phone for over 35 minutes and they werent even there... she thought they were... she kept saying pardon me pardon me? But there wasnt anyone on the phone anymore...crazy shit.... So I am on 7.5 mgs xanax, 2 bb sized fent blobs on the gums, following but 1 large bb size smoke of fentanyl..... And I am sucking on an old patch (it has barely nothing in it but with all the other shit I took tonight I will get something out of it, in fat I just got a little more itchy.... no pot at all (and thats my drug of choice right now since im trying to back off the druggs for the next 2 weeks (Ibve been lowering my use dramatically the last 10 days and want to keep this up, my familys proud of me, as well my frineds, and im dinally about to get employed again! Since I only ook a nap tonight and am now gonna be up the rest of the night because of all the drama that went down.... and no green in sight... I consider this my morning fix, shit its almost 5:30

oh yeah and i drank 2 coronas an hour ago, it bumped it everything I took... muy bueno... not exactly were I want to be intensity wise of my high, but I am pleased overall, maybe another beer will finish me off? For the night, not death! LOL
 
2 shots of this cheap vodka (I distilled it to ~140 proof) mixed with equal parts orange juice, grapefruit juice, seltzer water on the rocks.
 
still feeling the percs I ate from earlier (I ate a lot), also had a blob of fentanyl gel... smoked some pot resin cause ive been out for two days now! (can anyone say insomnia?)... I have an ambien and a xanax football I could eat but I think im just gonna stay up to my herb guy wakes up, cop a bag and then eat the ambien and xanax and sleep till tomorrow.
 
The last hit of heads left over from last night's bowl. After waking up to alcohol on Monday and Tuesday I am glad to say I avoided it today. The last week for me has been hellish, so much sadness/anxiety that I didn't expect from graduating. Leaving school has only increased my ruing of the last 3-4 years, regret is a major bitch. Probably why I've been drinking almost nonstop since the end of finals. meh. It's seriously amazing how much one hit of weed helped to calm me down this morning. I just fear for the future, damn what a shitty feeling. I have always felt alone/lonely but this is like whoa. Did not anticipate such breakdown
 
.5 (POINT 5, not 5) mg of Xanax. Trying to keep it low, and it works.
 
Morning fix was a nice relaxing j to combat these damn w/d symptoms from Effexor.[/QUOTE]

I am curious what are the withdrawing affects from effexor, or for that matter any antidepressant? Longest stretch ever for me was two weeks. I have suicidal tendency after my brain chem gets all dislocated I refuse to even hold the paper script for any of them...8o.
 
this morning started off ~7am with buckets of mountain dew and way too much dirty smoked resin (weed allows me to eat in the morning)

Normally I wake up, take a shower, then smoke a few bowls, but no weed :-\

*drank coffee today too; gross as usual.
 
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