thurston
Bluelighter
I picked etoh because it's my least favorite on the list and I haven't tried ketamine which I think would be near the top of the list.
Ego inflating would be my impression... Could float through hell and still feel perfectly fineKetamine snorted was a really ego deflating experience for me. Only took maybe a third of a point to get there. I always tried to minimize the amount I’d take as I heard far too much about K- holes. And that scared the shit outta me tbh lol.
But I enjoyed it very much so.
Probably never had 100% d-meth especially pre covidA lot of people seem disappointed with meth.
I was the same with Vicodins.Buprenorphine.
I just got a slight mood boost from it.![]()
Interesting. Maybe it would be worth at least giving a proper try then.Ketamine you won't feel that, fear (most emotion in general) is absent from ketamine, that's an addicting aspect of K. going blank like that is addicting.
I'm exactly the same, I never understood the fascination with cocaine.I've snorted coke a couple of times. It didn't really interest me, before or after trying it. It was just "okay" - it felt good, but for a rather short duration and repeated redosing only made the comedown worse
I know people that are cocaine "weekend warriors" and I don't get how they aren't completely miserable come Monday. Maybe they are just used to feeling like they've been chewed up, digested and shat out after the weekend. Everybody is different though, maybe we're just more sensitive to the crash than some people.I'm exactly the same, I never understood the fascination with cocaine.
It made me talkative, very alert, energetic, and an insomniac.
The next day hangover was horrific.
I hated cocaine. Did it a few times and never again
Joe Rogan just did a podcast with a paranormal researcher/scientist named Hal Puthoff, your experiences kind of remind me of it. And they were discussing how our own consciousness seemingly (sometimes, depending on the person) affects our outside reality to a tangible extent. I guess it’s only some people who have been able to do this, some people are beacons and other people are more powerful.Here's what I mean by DXM-paranormal stuff..
(Story 1)
November 2015....
Was living with my mom. It was late at night, lots of dark purple & pink clouds in the sky. Was very windy. I was tripping on DXM. My mom might've been drinking downstairs. And we ran out of cigarettes, so we gathered up enough change for a pack & decided to drive across town to the only 24hr gas station to get us a pack of smokes. The whole way there, I'm in the passenger seat trippin. We get our smokes & on the way home, I'm gazing out the passenger window down all the side streets & we pass one side street & I see this giant ass rock, looked like a perfectly globular boulder just sitting in the middle of the road. I assumed it was a hallucination, until my mom was like "Did you see that?"... And I said "what?" and she was like "It looked like there was a boulder just sitting in the middle of the road". I was like nu uh, I thought I was just seeing shit. So we drove back that way to look again, but nothing was there.
So either there was some kind of boulder in the middle of this road & it just disappeared or some how me & my mom had a shared hallucination.
(Story 2)
Some time in 2016...
My best chick friend came over one night to hang out. We were both bummed because my heroin dealer didn't come around that day, so we had to resign ourselves to alcohol (and I took DXM). And I use to be pretty ghetto & we lived in an apartment, so instead of wasting my quarters, I would wash my clothes in the tub & then hang them over my box fan to dry. Well I had a pair of shorts on my box fan drying at the time. And in the middle of conversation, we both suddenly noticed that my shorts were blowing waaaay too hard on the fan for what air current was coming out of the fan. Like these things were blowing around wildly like there was tornado in my room or something. And we both started laughing our asses off & were confused how the fuck they were doing that. And as soon as my friend said "It looks like they're dancing", my shorts suddenly stopped dead in their tracks & quit moving altogether. We both looked at each other perplexed as to wtf just happened. And then I suddenly got this strange feeling that my heroin dealer was at our apartments. And I said to my friend "I think (insert heroin dealers name here) is gonna show up". And as soon as I said that, he texted me saying he was outside my door. Keep in mind that it was like 1 in the morning, so we really didn't think he was gonna be showing up at all that night. When he came in, me & my friend couldn't stop laughing & feeling bugged out at what just happened. He asked us wtf was wrong with us but he wouldn't have understood having not been there just a few minutes prior to witness it. lol But we got to do some nice heroin that night.
And then there were just many times where I'd be on DXM and electronics would malfunction or go haywire. I once watched my cursor on my computer move on it's own & click on a song that I was just about to listen to while tripping. Cable TV audio would some how become pitchshifted lower, so that all the voices on my TV sounded like demons. lol And then there were all the synchronicities. Like I'd go on a DXM trip & be thinking about some one I hadn't seen or heard from in awhile or something during the trip & within a few days, I'd hear from that person or come across that thing I was thinking about.
I also some how amassed tons & tons of friends through the years of 2015-2018. It was like people were magnetically drawn to me. Which meant I ended up having a lot of fun experiences & going places I never thought I would. I had a heroin dealer & a meth dealer who would just give me free shit left & right.
Because of all these weird properties with DXM, I even started using it for ritual magick purposes. Used it to try & get my ex back (I know, sounds silly lol), but guess what? That ex did eventually come back & I've been living with them since 2021. lol
Maybe I was just delusional, but to me, DXM affected something with the fabric of reality. Not always, but enough times to take notice. And I've never encountered another drug that could do this type of stuff. Not even acid or anything.
Pretty sure the paranormal aspect was also documented by that William White guy who wrote the DXM facts thingy.
So does ketamine do any of this type of stuff?