in otherwords, i no its coming to an end soon? well i like party drugs, i aint gonna lie. yes, the last three years since mdma in its various guises dissapeared, i calmed right down. ive had moments in 20 years of utter madness and moments of guilt and long breaks etc etc. like lots of people. will it stop?
well mdma has only just come back, who knows. for the next few months until im 40 late summer, i can live with maybe once a month as long as i dont go overboard, then i shall see how im feeling about it all then.
and bare in mind, im a single man. myself, like alot of other gay men in all the major cities all over the world, enjoy a social life and have no ties and less responsibilty than your average male my age, so in that context, if i choose to continue, i no im not harming anyone, theres no kids or family that my life is interfering with etc etc.
i have a compleltey guilt free conscience