QuE-dAwEiRd1
Bluelighter
I've always had this problem.I'm skinny.I'm 1.6m and weigh 49kg..I've never been anorexic or bulimic.when I used substances I ate the same as I do now,I eat a lot of home cooked meals,alos take aways,sweets,bread anything that tastes good I eat.I tried weight gainers,went to doctors to see if there's something wrong,but they say I'm Fine.I look like I exercise and diet stricktly but infact I don't.I'd like to put on wieght in order to look my age,I'm 29 yet at clubs pub and other places I still get asked for my ID to see if I'm 18.it embarrassing people confuse me with a 17year old!I'm greatfull for my youthful look but need to look more mature to be taken seriously,people often talk to me using cute voices and almost never say no.I don't want to be cute and babylike.I'm a financial advisor and the adivce I give is quite great,my personality is that of an ancient peorson I'm oldschool in most ways,just want to stop being the one that stands out.I know I must accept myself,and not give a crap people will judge no matter what,but isn't it about feeling comfortable in your own skin?
