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What ticks you off?

Dopamine_Cowboy said:
DP: if you can prove that you don't have the means to pay the fines how can they hold that against you? Or did you incur them after your jail stint?
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No these fines are from before jail. Well I got them when I got my jail sentence... They don't care if you can't pay your fines, basically they send you out of jail with no license, in dept, with no job and now a record and on parole and expect you to be able to pay them back in a short amount of time. Since my situation wasn't something horrible, I only got a 1-6month sentence, served 1 month which meant 5 months parole - 5 months to pay off $6000 after getting out of jail with no license nor a job and with a record/on parole... how do they expect anyone to pay that off with this crap economy? On top of that, even if I had a full time job, if you work out living expenses for 5 months, and try to pay off $6000 in those 5 months as well, it's nearly impossible (if not impossible).

So basically I'm screwed. But I'll tell you one thing, I will not go back to jail!

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On a side note... what's ticking me off today is BOREDOM! I'm trying to stay away from the sort of people that are going to bring me down, or possibly get me back into my old ways, and that pretty much leaves no one left to hang out with anymore. I'm trying to hard to deal with it but it isn't easy. I really just want to move, and have a fresh start at life.

-dp
 
My lack of self-control. I did way too much meth today. It's now past midnight, I've got chest pains, and I still can't sleep (despite taking 100mg's Seroquel, 20mg's diazepam, and 6mg's clonazepam).
 
silentangst said:
Employers who won't even give me an interview.

You jerks.
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I feel ya there. I can't find a job right now to save my life, and I honestly do need one to save my life since if I don't pay my fines I will more than likely end up back in jail - but I will not allow that to happen.

I'm ticked off because of boredom. I try and stay away from everyone who uses, but that happens to be everyone I know, and everyone in my area. It seems like everyone uses/abuses something, and I don't have a problem with others doing stuff because I still do sometimes but for the most part I don't feel like hanging out with someone whose begging me for some of my meds or trying to borrow money (that I don't have!) to get some dope or something.

I need to find new friends :/

-dp
 
^Searching exhaustively for a job totally drags one's sense of accomplishment down. The boredom and constant rejection.... ugh!

I bloody hate: people in Costco who walk really slowly or the left side of the isle,

People who chew with their mouth open,

and I really can't stand hardcore proselytizeing religious drones!
 
dilated_pupils said:
I feel ya there. I can't find a job right now to save my life, and I honestly do need one to save my life since if I don't pay my fines I will more than likely end up back in jail - but I will not allow that to happen.

I'm ticked off because of boredom. I try and stay away from everyone who uses, but that happens to be everyone I know, and everyone in my area. It seems like everyone uses/abuses something, and I don't have a problem with others doing stuff because I still do sometimes but for the most part I don't feel like hanging out with someone whose begging me for some of my meds or trying to borrow money (that I don't have!) to get some dope or something.

I need to find new friends :/

-dp
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You will not be sent to jail if you can't pay your fines because you're unemployable. If you really need the help, let the authoratative figures know and get it. They will be more than glad to get you a job so you can give them the money they want.
 
People who don't move to the side on the escalator when you're trying to pass. I also hate when my iPod runs out of battery and I'm out for the day without any music.
 
I'm so glad to have my own music running in my head. lol :)

What really ticks me off the most (essentially a thing of the past now since I am trying to stay clean..just on suboxone now, but that's not technically clean) when I'd be super loaded in "the perfect spot" on opiates, nodding out into nothingness, and then ANYTHING and EVERYTHING, accept from complete silence and or monotony of sounds that'd put in me a drone...would piss me the hell off! I got in so many fights with people and lost some good friends because of how terribly I'd treat people simply because they were talking?,,,or breathing even! Insanity it was. "STFU you stupid morons! Fucking die...just dissolve and erase your brain you pieces of useless shit...you guys and you're talking. Don't you have some pointless crap to buy at the mall? Yea fuck you too, bye..BYE! Dipshits.. K..Ah...silence..now I can just sit here with even more silence."
 
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