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What ticks you off?

Ocean, I have to agree with a lot of your list. Especially not being tired at 3am, I am an insomniac and it's just terrible... I have flurazepam to help with sleep, but with my huge benzo tolerance and the low dose I'm on, it doesn't do shit unless I take at least double my dose, and then I run out half way through the month... but I guess I'd rather sleep 15 days out of 30 than sleep just a handful of times out of the whole month.

-Huge benzo tolerance (wish I could make it disappear)
-Appetite increase
-Getting my birthday vacation all worked out
-Worrying about jail, still don't know what's going on with it, when I'm going, and if I'm even 100% going (although I'm pretty sure I am)
-Friends forgetting about me and not giving a shit about it
-Girls playing head games

-dp
 
No, I dont live in detroit. And if I was ever in detroit I would be running, possibly from some spooks er somthing. Or trying to escape.
 
^^lol, I hope I can get to sleep tonight. All this talk about insomnia is just making me realize how I never sleep, ever. Well obviously I sleep, but it's not usually til 5-7am.

Once again I have to say that friends dicking me over is ticking me off. I'm tired of all the lies, and all the drugs. All of my 'friends' just want drugs and alcohol, that's it. No one ever just wants to hang out anymore, it's fucked up. And ya know what? I'm not going to let it bother me that I'm sitting home on a Saturday night, while they're out getting fucked up. Because seriously I'm better than that. They all are going to hit rock bottom eventually, or die on the way, and I don't want to have anything to do with that shit, not anymore.

-dp
 
-FRIENDS DICKING ME OVER...AGAIN. I'm so sick and tired of people bullshitting me, I'm so done with everyone. I want to get up and move the fuck away from where I live. Everyone is a piece of shit around here, and is either a drug addict, or just completely selfish, or both. Now, I am a recovering addict myself, so I'm not saying anything horrible about being one, but I'm just stating that that's the only type of people that I'm surrounded with.

-Girls using me, and girls messing with my head more and more every day.
-dp
 
ocean said:
^:( Im sorry DP.
Sounds like you are having a rough time........
People in general, messing with other peoples heads- boys or girls- is not cool.
Keep your head up.....
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Thanks ocean, luckily one of my friends is coming to pick me up now... I need to get out of my house and just relax. So that's what I'm going to go do now.

-dp
 
people in a position of trust and authority taken advantage of you i.e customs official at asuncion airport paraguay taking you in a room for strip search looking in your bags not putting gloves on to feel your arse then taking $100 dollars for the privliege rrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhh
 
Any sort of repeated insistence that I do something I'm not ready to do. It might be OK if I'm being held to a commitment or I'm holding things up for someone. Most annoying of insistence is that you reluctantly give in and then new conditions are imposed. Insisting people seldom stop at a single victory.
 
lasthurrah19 said:
Wanting to be a functioning, healthy human being and just fucking up all the time...
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^^I feel ya on that. Makes me depressed just thinking about my life, in fact I feel like I'm just constantly pushing it all away until it all breaks through my barriers and I explode (or maybe implode?). All I know is I feel it in the pit of my stomach all the time.

But anyway, I screwed up my tongue somehow, in my sleep I believe, it looks like someone took a knife to it and took some chunks out. I can barley stand to eat... it hurts to bad :( I want it to go away.

-dp
 
Court :(

I have court this morning and I may be finding out about when I'm going to jail... for all I know it may be today :( But I'm pretty sure I am just going through all the bullshit pre-trials right now so my sentencing wont be today... Either way though I hate this I don't want to go to jail at all, and it's interfering with my life so much... I can't go back to school this semester, so all those friends I have made at college are going to be gone, which really sucks. Ugh I'm done now I don't even want to keep talking about it.

-dp
 
People chewing food next to me. Expecially people who enjoy eating food around others chewing food next to me. It's like those types of people purposely get as close to you as possible while doing it. This probally stems from maybe only having a real family dinner with my parents actually sitting down at a kitchen table ro whatever maybe 5 times my whole life.

Suck DP, what'd you relapse on that it cost so much?
 
Guys who tell me I don't know how to advertise, do my job, sell dances, dance, etc. These are always the ugliest, rudest, stupidest, most uninteresting customers.

I really just want to ask them, so, since you must be making some money off advertising yourself to think you can tell me I suck at it, what are your secrets? Cause you must be the KING of hustling to be making money off that ugly body and personality.
 
mrs mia - do you enjoy doing what you do?
forget those assholes who say stuff to you. as long as you are doing your job then nobody else's opinion counts.

yo KS - you should eat a lemon with your coffee.. if that doesnt wake you up then drink a couple of raw eggs.. supposed to give you great energy...
okay well maybe not the lemon, but think of the instantly raised alertness huhh??

what ticks me off...
my supervisor..
pretty sure i have mentioned him in the past here.
god damn does he seriously know how to get under ones skin.
bloody work.. rrrr.
 
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