Flying Lotus - Fall in Love... Had quite the teary eyed morning once on 2C-B + LSD when this song came on. I thought the effects of the drugs had subsided but it was only me filtering out its effects, once the song came on my room swirled and I realized just how beautiful and precious the love I had found only recently then was to me.. I am still with this woman and I thank the originators of these compounds for blessing us all.. Eternally grateful for it.
QuasiModo - It makes me Super Happy to hear that you had such a Beautiful Experience with such an amazing song. You are familiar with Slum Village, Correct? That song is actually a Cover of Slum Village from the 90's, early 2000's. If you're familiar with J Dilla - he was an original Member of Slum Village. I got REALLY REALLY fucking lucky, about 3 years back, I got to go and see Slum Village play a live set, and under super special circumstances at that - I got to see them with the Love of My Life at the time. It was so beautiful...........I was on 3 really good quality Rolls, about 1gram of Gold Cap Mushrooms that are the main available strain around these parts, add in a little more reefer............and GODDAMN what a night.
When the song you're speaking of, "Fall In Love" came on, I seriously got tears in my eyes in the middle of the Bar........and I did not give A FUCK!! It was so beautiful, and to top it off, the bar I saw them at is VERY Marijuana Tolerant. I was literally leaning up against the bar, holding my girls hand just cuddling and being all cutesy - so fucking happy and intoxicated in the moment FAR beyond where the drugs had taken me. Standing there with her, Holding Her in my Arms while in that State of Consciousness, with that wonderful Soundtrack Playing - and I got to smoke back to back to back Blunts, in the bar, 15 feet from the Stage..................................You've got to be kidding. This was a night I will never forget and one that I hope I am able to Exceed in my future life - because unfortunately, the lovely woman that I was SOOOOOO infatuated with that day, Society, Anorexia, Bulemia, and Methamphetamine finally got the best of her and turned her from the most amazing, wonderful Woman I've ever met - Into a Thieving, Cheating, VIOLENT, Cruel, downright Disgusting Woman. I had to share this story for the Beauty - but also for the Sorrow, because life will always be nothing but a Beautiful Tragedy - always the Greatest High and the Lowest Low............usually at the same time for me, or at least in quick succession. I hope I get to experience that feeling again in life one day - I'll just have to wait though until I find my Inner Hippie Queen..........................'Cuz to be honest, I'm not really feeling Hippies. I have the Heart and Soul of a Hippie and I agree with a LOT of the Ideals, but I have 2 big issues with the ones around where I stay.
1. Shit doesn't EVER change and is NEVER going to if all you do is sit on your couch and Smoke Weed TALKING about what needs changed. GET UP AND FUCKING CHANGE IT AND STOP BITCHING!!
2. Buy a Bar of Soap and a Razor - Especially you Ladies. There are some SEXY Hippie ladies out there, but if you aren't Hairless..............I got nothing for you Sexy Girly. I'll pass on Bear Traps.
Sorry that was unrelated. There's just a HUGE wannabe Hippie scene where I live at and it get's kinda old. I'm not even a Hippie and never was one - I was originally a Hardcore/Grindcore/Crust just overall DIY kinda person who loved to Skateboard. All the Hippies around here love to talk and run their mouths about this and that and that and this - but when it comes down to it and you want to talk REAL shit with them, stuff that's actually based in FACT and REALITY and not just some Tripped Out Cosmic Theories straight out of their DreadLocked Head................they usually can't even Carry On A Conversation. If I'm not talking about Drugs or Pussy to the Hippie kids around here I meet at shows, they look at me like I'm speaking Chinese. I try and talk to them about Brain Chemistry, Drugs Mechanism's of Action in the Brain, Chemistry, Philosophy.......etc. The conversations just always get so Shallow and Topical SOOOO quick, it's a fucking bummer. All I want is to meet a Sexy Woman, With a Good Heart, A Strong Mind, and who's NOT SCARED to be 100% herself and be proud of that fact. I know they exist. I know this Woman is out there. I just hope I find her. I've spent most of my life in Solitary due to a VERY fucked up Religious upbringing where I was NOT allowed to speak to other Human Beings that were no of my "Faith/Religion", so now that I'm getting older - I really, really enjoy the company of a Close Friend, or even just Casual Conversation with an Interesting Stranger. It's awesome, I was missing out for years. I'm glad I've grown up and learned to socialize. Psychedelics help me see how Connected we all are, and once I say that picture, I just started wanting to meet anyone and everyone Interesting. It's why I come to BLUELIGHT!! For all of YOU........Anyways, starting to Ramble, like Usual. I bet people either Love my posts and Search them out, or they FUCKING HATE ME and skip that Shit entirely. It's cool with me either way.
I hope one day that I meet that special Woman I spoke of. My ex-girlfriend, was DAMN NEAR perfection for me, but she just wasn't quite there in 1 or 2 important areas. My next woman is going to be something special, I already know it before I even meet her. My Third Eye is always Open, constantly looking for you at every Show I Attend, and every Beautiful Place that I go to Adventure. One day, you will be there waiting for me - and it will be like you were here by my side all along. Thank You Life, Thank You Love - you both helped me realize, we Humans, Each Other is All We've Got in this World - Let's make shit Beautiful for Each Other, not just for Ourselves............because when we all SPREAD LOVE - We can all eventually BECOME LOVE. Literal walking, talking Flesh, Fully Vibrating with the Energy Of the Cosmos. I love Music and I love Women. Add in Psychedelics and a cool ass Venue - I've already found Heaven..........sorry God, Us Psych heads have NO NEED for your Illusionary Existence. Yeah, I know Illusionary isn't TECHNICALLY a word - but it fucking should be. Tell me you don't understand the exact point I'm trying to get across by using it in that last sentence. Now I'm really just chatting with myself....fucking psycho weirdo - Mr. Meowfish out