Was going to post this earlier(but the piano cover version). Because... Lost.
Despite the apprehension of an emotional, overload... tears always help cleanse. So, a homage...
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What a great discription you gave. ...'Someting that should be but isn't'' -a real, young heart that is thwarted.
They don't write tunes that embrace that loss anymore. Luckily, there are tunes like this to embrace us, when we feel alone with our feelings/thoughts. Very poignant, prayers that enhance our sense of self, in a world that tries to quell us into a plastic, 'reality'.