http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8icVjtf1pi8 Bruno mars - Grenade... but this cover of the Bruno mars song really fits the lyrics in the song and the mood i am in.
its how i am feeling, word for word, about my current GF, she lives far away so "talking" about it isn't easy, I am waiting until I see her again, if we last that long...
I want to leave her in some ways but i can't coz 1. I love her 2. she owes me money and 3. we have booked to do a lot of things together things which cannot be refunded..
I love her but she doesn't care about my feelings at all, I feel taken for granted and used, I feel that if i left her she would just say "ok" and not give a shit.
Whats more annoying is that she can be so caring and sweet but covers that up with this harsh, unfriendly, horrible, thoughtless outer shell and I hate that part of her but i am hopelessly in love with the sweet part of her...
bloody relationships... miserable with them, miserable without them..