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What Song fits your current mood vs Everything's better with a soundtrack



Vexation
Eternal void
My dreams

Are getting darker and darker
Dim my lights
Time is frail
You shut my mind
But oh well
Trapped and choked
Erased my trail
Split the chest
My heart couldn't feel more pale
Only once
Could I see clear

Vexation
Eternal void
My dreams are getting
Darker and darker
This light before me
Its blood runs so still
The call of the bird
The song that makes the hours go

The change
Inactive
Dead letters
Form these words
 


What is it you hope for, even though you are dying?
And even though life is closing your tiny eyes
Why did I leave them all?
I should be with them to die in the same place
The pain I think, should go on forever. For always
But no. Not mine. Not now. My life now begins

Call me what you will, but I'll die for no man, at all
My limbs and the life that spreads from them
Cross my path and you'll suffer like no man before, at all
What I hunger for, is the trial of God

For just two winters only did we live for
My God. What have you become? Dear, dear lord

We could have changed the world, had you been here with me.
Right now
Held you in my arms. In my arms, my love
Jesus wept so man could live forever on earth. In peace
But my tears. They fall for you. Only you



I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need is behind every door
Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change
Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all
The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though you never belong
This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy
I truly understand. Please, don't cry now

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate;
For all the hurt that you feel,
The world is just illusion, trying to change you

Being like you are
Well this is something else, who would comprehend?
But some that do, lay claim
Divine purpose blesses them
That's not what I believe, and it doesn't matter anyway
A part of your soul ties you to the next world
Or maybe to the last, but I'm still not sure
But what I do know, is to us the world is different
As we are to the world but I guess you would know that

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change;
For all the hurt that you feel,
This world is just illusion, always trying to change you

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change;
For all the hurt that you feel,
This world is just illusion, always trying to change you
 
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These songs are probably a better match for my mood, although it is kind of hard to tell - they are ones I hadn't heard and they left more of an impact due to the newness.



Deep down in this river
I'm sure I'd be free.
I know I would shiver
and surely could not see a thing.

But maybe all that matters not
I might even remember what I forgot.
The reason of it and of it all.
The rise and, yes for sure, also the fall.

Let go of me, my friend.
You do not understand.
The pain I'm going through
is only because of you...

So dark is my light...
My demons were so right
to leave me here...
So painful my fight
as every night when I lay down to sleep.
I listen to my heart,
expecting it to stop its beating.
But every morning sun
wakes up the sadness in me once again.

You see now how it ends,
I lay it in your hands.
Take care of it my friend,
in case you understand…



I will be crying tears of laugher
if I could see me smile again

I still reach for the stars
but all I touch is my horizont
I still belive my eyes
but all I see is my blindness

I still reach for the stars
but all I touch is my horizont
I still belive my ears
but all I hear is lasting silence

I could be sipent of for witness
juding on my sacred eye
Still I found the other time
what was left of me inside

Can I call this my burden
or is this just my dream to fly
I will be crying tears of laughter
if I could see me smile again

weaker, weaker every day
I forgot my urge to fly away

And is my life as bitter as it is
cold and lonely enough
If you acived what you are longing for
sad enough this can not be undone
I dropped my eyes ad shiver as I see
the reflection in the mirror of me

Have you given up my friend?
Forgiveness be mine
Have you given up my friend?
Forgiveness be mine

I still reach the stars
but all I touch is my horisont
Can I call this my burden
or is this just my dream to fly

I will be crying tears of laughter
if I could see me smile again
 
^The Cure, I need to listen to more of their albums.


Can't stand this cage cos there's no place to fly to.
My future's been cancelled, my past's just a lie.
You say, "Do it alone", and I'm trying like hell
to rise up from the ashes, be somebody else.
I shout my rage from the rooftops, burn down this shell,
but you smile from the gallery, ringing a bell.
And I jump, and I've jumped but the bars are still there.
I know deep inside me you don't really care.
You say, "Sleep baby. Sleep.
It's all just a dream."
 
I used to listen to them all the time and it took me years to find their album, my favorite The Cure - Concert Live 1984"
 
Erikmen said:
I used to listen to them all the time and it took me years to find their album, my favorite
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I'll have to listen to this. My favorite album is Disintegration but I have never heard the ones you have listed. I'll probably enjoy this :)



Lined up between the arrows at your heart - is this a charmed life that I lead? Now could it be that some place. Some time, you will stop believing and things that once were charming will feel like sand against your eyes? When I walk into your space, you'll see a thief by night. To send away or lock away or run away from... Will there come a day? Will we have the courage just to walk away while something still remains? Will we keep it pure? Now let this death be noble. Let this death be grand. Don't keep it on a lead... When I think of you I want to see you on a summer day. My treasure. My lover. Together. Alone.
 
^ 'lIKE' ;) :D

Sometimes, I don't realise how lucky I am; and sometimes I'm lucky enough to catch myself and realise how lucky I am to feel that way (despite myself) :D

 
You know, sometimes, you catch yourself; in a moment when you feel like nothing and your realise, how lucky you are. <3

I like those moments; they're precious.

<3


 
You know, sometimes, you catch yourself; in a moment when you feel like nothing and your realise, how lucky you are. <3

That's great Asclepious! :) <3


 
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