What should I use? Advice for a newcomer needed :P

[headshot101]

Hey everyone, first of all thank you for this forum where I learned many many things

Here is my problem:

I'm 17, and my life sucks.
Why? I don't really know, I don't have any "big problem".
It's simply that every day I stand up, I am asking myself why should I live that day, I can't find the answer and I only hope it ends quick.
I tried a few things I though I would enjoy, like skydiving, but honestly it didn't change anything.

I started to do some research a few months ago about drugs, which were used for what, how safe they are etc...

A day I though I would research a little more about weed, and though hey, that's the kind of thing I am searching for!
And it can even can be used a few times a week without big side effects.

As I am, sadly, the kind of guy staying in it's room most of my time, I had no idea where to get some - when I found about the famous site everyone will know about I guess.
Ordered a gram from this seller, a gram from another, only from "trusted" guys with many good reviews of people it seemed they know what they talk about.

Reading a lot, I didn't make myself much hope for the first time, as many don't feel anything, which indeed happened to me too.
Tried a second time.
A third.
...
After the joint number 7, I was just thinking wtf is wrong with me - let's try a vaporizer.
Guess what? same result.
I even tried the strongest available in the "edible" category, nothing.

I was like ok, let's not give up - are they any alternatives to weed?
I found MDMA, from the effect side at least, giving me what I wanted.
Quickly ordered some, took it, and wow - loved it.

Problem? It isn't (at least I think, correct me if I'm wrong) not something you should use on a weekly - even less a daily - basis.

Back to the start, nothing solved
That's why I would love some help

Is there anything with the researched effects (you know... happiness, euphoria... or even just a really relaxed feeling) that you could at least on a weekly basis and still could be considered as "safe", or at least not dangerous?

Thx for your help, and sorry for my English

 

[Dontburnit]

Personally, I would NOT trust anything that was bought over the internet. If weed didn't do the trick, then I would advise you to stay away from drugs. It seems like your looking for a temporary solution to a permanent problem. When that one drug does come your way that works for you, you'll go to extrordinary lengths to get it, and keep getting it. And from personal experience, you do not want to find that drug. Try talking to someone, make some new friends, pick up an instrument, anything. Just don't keep testing the waters, because you never know where there's an unexpected drop off.

 

[DynoSpec]

drugs arent the answer. trust me when i say that they will make the uncertainty about life you feel much much worse.

get out make some friends and try doing more things honestly being 17 can suck and all but it doesnt get any easier especially if you dont get some schooling (at least your diploma) and either post secondary or trades school. drugs will not help you be happier

 

[pasha]

Welcome to Bluelight headshot101.

We don't accept threads in respects to drug recommendations. We all have the necessary tools at our disposal to make informed decisions about what drugs we plan to take. Questions like this are far too broad, will generate endless discussions, and will give you inconclusive and potentially harmful answers. There is simply no drug you can take week in week out with no problems, including cannabis.

With little effort and a short investigation, you can find what drugs are suitable for you, without the need for others to pass on recommendations. No one knows your personality, and what you like. Drug use, and drug combinations are something we tailor to our own needs and a skill that we get better at with time and experience.

Closed. Please send me a PM if you need assistance. If not, please feel free to start a thread about a particular drug once you've come to a decision, and we'll be happy to assist you with dosing, proper methods-of-administration, etc.

Good luck!