- Feeling like I'm about to puke, or actually puking. Makes me feel dirty.
- People dumping heavy stuff on you. I went out for my bday a few weeks ago, and my friend's boyfriend started giving me this big "talk" about how my friends were concerned about my drug use. It got to me sooo bad, I was all worried about our friendship and whether they didn't feel like they could talk to me. One of the girls found me sitting on my own looking like I was about to cry, she made me feel so much better and then went and have him a serve. Turns out he totally fabricated that, but I still made a point of talking to my closest friends about it.
- Someone having their drink spiked. This happened to me recently, 8 of us, all out, 2 people not dropping for their own reasons but they knew what everyone else was up to and were looking forward to an amusing night and having fun. And they both got spiked
- As a spin off from that, spending your entire peak in emergency with spiked friend. I wanted to kill the fucker who put something in her drink!
- Further spin off - having to act straight, ie when a gazillion cops walked past as we were bundling friends into cab to hospital.
- People hitting on you or trying to dance with you. I'll dance on my own dammit! I tend to close me eyes alot when I dance, but then whacked out emotions kick in and I feel bad for having some person dancing away thinking they're dancing with me when I don't actually care and they're juts looking like an idiot! I move away at that point
- Drunk people spilling drinks on you
- That timeframe where you don't know what to do with yourself. "ok so I have this body thing, I'm not in it but it's still here, what the fuck am I going to do with it? No not that, oh but..." and on and on! Thankfully someone normally pulls me out of this one