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What makes your drug of choice your drug of choice?

Frank Lucas

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Is it the one you enjoy doing the most? Is it the one you can see yourself doing everyday? Is it the one that gets you in the most trouble?

Sometimes I feel like weed is my drug of choice because when I'm getting high, I always like to have weed around. It calms my stomach down, calms my mind down, and it makes any high a little trippier and dreamier. It also makes me euphoric all on its own. It's my staple.

Other times, I feel like it's crack, because it's more addictive for me. It has a way of getting in the driver's seat and dictating my actions in a way that no other drug does. Even though I wouldn't choose it, it seems to choose me, if you get my drift?

Any thoughts?
 
I'm gonna say it's hydrocodone. Of the opiates I've tried, it's my favorite by far. It doesn't take but 1 or 2 pills to get a nice buzz going, and the high is fantastic. I also like stimulants like ephedra and propylhexedrine for the energy they give me. Sure I'd really love something like Adderall or Dexamp if I ever tried it :)
 
Heroin: erases my anxiety and makes me feel extremely happy. i'm normally extremely anxious, shy, depressed and downers seem to snap me out of that. plus the rush is fuckin amazing.
 
Oxymorphone is the best damn opiate I've ever IV'd (and that list encompasses many). The rush is amazing, and it keeps me high as shit all day. I've never been so high for so long on opiates. Opiates in general are good for me because I'm like Georgie: anxious, depressed, and not as socially confident as I could be sometimes..then I do opiates and I can talk to anybody.
 
Oxycodone. Hands down for the best drug I've ever had. It's my DOC because: the euphoria, pain relief, and somewhat of a stimulant. I don't think I could ever get into Heroin because you never really know what you're getting.

With those little OC pills I knew what I got every time.

This is past tense cauz I quit a daily habit over 2 weeks ago. Sometimes your DOC can be your worst enemy...
 
frank, i feel the exact same way about weed. lately i've been smoking at least once a day if not more and i've been trying to cut down for like months now with little success. i keep thinking of reasons to do it on a certain day and then whenever i finally make it through a day i end up buying some anyway because i don't even think i can sleep without it unless i'm exhausted. anyway, do you have any tips on how to cut down? i don't want to quit completely, just do it maybe a few times a week instead of every day.
 
If it will free me from my depression,
rather than making my depression require more of it, in order to sustain a positive attitude.
I would have to say then

Ketamine, 4-aco-dmt, 5-meo-mipt, have been the most helpful.
 
I'm pretty sure I commented on this forum before about my fun experiences with mescaline so I thought I'd share a story about a time long ago...well haha 20 some years anyhow.

Yea I miss the 80's.. It was a great time...I had a blast...Most of my friends never made it out tho..they took it to the limit...there was no aids..well none in our area...I could do stuff on a friday and not pick it up again for a couple of weeks..haha I liked women too much...I never liked meth..that messed up alot of my friends..I tried thought it sucked and never did it again..I tell ya what I really liked ...mescaline..orange barrels..purple micro..I would laugh till my sides split...funny stuff my bud he was like overamped..going off and he had this plastic hanger in his hand for like a hour just playing with it..so he puts it down and he's still going off in real deep thought all enlightened and $iht and I throw the hanger at him and " Shut up dude and go play with your hanger" well it sounds all stupid but we were so messed up there was like five of us..we were rolling on the ground..but he was pissed at me and got me back good...we all played guitar and he was in a different band and there was this one dude I met him like twice..well anyway my bud calls me a couple of weeks later and says( now I don't really remember this guys name i'll call him billy) hey you know that guy that plays in my band ..I said sure..he says well hes got some barrels he will hook you up and we are all going to meet up in this bar in Trenton..back then you could drink in Jersey @ 18..well I never heard of this bar, but I was hot for the barrels, so I said sure...so this dude comes by my house picks me up drops a couple of barrels on me and away we go. So we get to this bar and I am already messed...I grab a beer have a shot..and this little skinny black guy comes up to me and says
" who are you and what are you doing with, billy"? I proceed to tell him how we are all meeting up and all and he goes off on me. He says." Me and billy have been together for 6mos".I look around and sheet,here I am in the middle of who knows where in fkn Trenton,NJ right in the middle of a gay bar. Man was I pissed. I did'nt even pay attention driving in, had no idea at all this guy was gay,and had no idea at all where to start to get home. So I like sulk down real low at the bar,my buzz totally blown, and this little skinny black guy whineing at me and wanting to like fight. This $ht goes on for like a half- hour..I got like 5 bucks in my pocket,there is no phone around and who was I gonna call anyhow? My dad? Finally I pull out and go walking in what I think is the direction home..I get like half a block away..and up pulls my bud with my friends..they are laughing and telling me they thought I was going to spend the night ..hahaha..They slipped me another barrel and I was cool...ya th 80's great fun.
 
I'm gonna say it's hydrocodone. Of the opiates I've tried, it's my favorite by far. It doesn't take but 1 or 2 pills to get a nice buzz going, and the high is fantastic.


^ I gotta agree with that, hydros are my favorite because their easy to get (or have scripted), cheap and never fail to give me a good euphoric buzz at a lower dose. <3

....too bad their not loved as much as oxycodone.....
 
My drug of choice makes me feel right, like sobriety is fucked up and on that drug is how I'm supposed to be.
 
Euphoria (just as much as MDMA, just in a different way), long lasting, sense of bliss, wonderful visuals, great mood lift on the comedown lasting days, etc.

Mescaline. <3
 
Cocaine when it worked made me the person I wished I was. It gave me confidence. Everything about taking the drug is fun too. Pouring the rocks/powder out onto a mirror or picture frame, chopping it, insufflating it, tasting it, feeling it, fiending it...
 
Pot....its the ony drug that has never turned its back on me,and ive doon a lot of drugs...
 
Methamphetamine followed by amphetamine.

I hate not feeling in control, sloppy, uncoordinated, not on point, and all the other ailments that come from downers, disassociatives, and hallucinigens. I like being aware and in control. I love the motivation and I love being able to focus and enjoy tasks. Can't do that normally. Add to that a good duration and fair price and I'm all about it.

It used to be like that with coke, but honestly, the stuffed nose, redosing, and the fact that coke is a really weak stimulant period (I don't feel the shit, really, just start to fiend it when I do it.. wtf), plus the comedown is hell.
 
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