Snow. And then tomorrow it's supposed to rain along with it. I just needed to get downtown to put a check in the bank, but the way things are looking I'm going to have to get up early sometime next week to do so.
also, seeing an ex that i hadnt seen in 4 years this weekend. she called me on a mutual friends phone and the friend says "someone wants to talk to you" and it was her. hadnt talked to her in 4 years (on the phone at least) and she wanted to hang out and i invited her to my friends house. im stupid.
the really sad part is shes married w/ 2 kids and lives about 5 hours away. i dont know what it is about that girl...
Omg. I feel terrible. That lovely guy I was talking about in the "What Made You Smile?" thread came over last night....and lets just say I drank waaaayyyyy too much. When we woke up this morning he told me I was being so fucking mean to him and saying things and acting jealous.....omg I'm so embarrassed with myself He told me I was so mean that he almost left, but thankfully he didn't. I don't remember anything, and that's so out of character for me to be a bitch like that. This morning, he told me that he is willing to act like it never happened, which is awesome, cause I dont remember anything! He told me he likes me though, and that he wants to hang out again tonight. He really is a keeper
My "office" (aka "closet") is just an area of another room that had a wall/door built to partition it off. I don't mind the tiny space, aside from not being able to see outside... but there is this massive vent directly overhead, for heating a room like 10x this large.
I put my check in today thinking I was only $-380 only to discover some other shit cleared and the bank fucked me with fees making the account fucking -780
after a long day of working outside in the cold, all i wanted to do after work was take a hot shower. after jumping in the shower, i realized there was no hot water. fuck!
my lifelong friend is dying of cancer.. he's got less than a year.. he's going down hill fast and the only thing i can do is cry.. seems like i've lost everyone i've loved in the last 4 years. Nothing short of a miracle will save his life.... **sigh**