What it must be like

[Ariela]

I wonder how it feels
To be really happy
To be able to live in the moment
Without waiting for the other shoe to drop
Such joy in the thought
Of giving and receiving
Without the thought of what could be
The fear of it all going away
As I sit here in the wonder
Of what I have found and rediscovered
I can't really enjoy what I have
In fear that it be taken away

 

[cherub]

I completely can relate, but you put it so into words
I am the first to admit, i worry so much that i don't take time to enjoy it,
I am working on it!
I know there has to be answer
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Just takes one angel to change a life
~~~~CHERUB~~~~
Aka: Mommyhen

 

[CARESS]

Beautiful, Dana. I understand your heart's cry.
I think fear can be a great motivator at times. If we fear the loss of what we have, may we ever endeavor to fiercely protect and preserve it.
Don't stop thinking of what could be, but don't lose sight of the here and now. Balance is key....I'll let you know when I find mine.

With All My Heart,
Caress

 

[HakunaMatata]

Sweet Ariela,
This is how I deal with my fears of the future accompanied by fears of loss.
Shit happens. Shit always happens. No matter how much we play by the rules, how right we play the game of life, how many instructions we learned and intigrated into our lives....when things are going to go wrong, things are just going to go wrong.
I deal with the shit as it happens, when it happens. This doesn't mean I allow shit to happen easily, however, I've learned the long way, that we cannot control ANYTHING other then our own actions. We can't even control our emotions and feelings. We definately can never control these things of others.
I simply make a conscious decision each day, throughout the day, as it happens, not to let other people's problems steal my sober high. I know it sounds rather selfish at face value, but there is only one life to live in this realm....and I'm going to make the best of mine.
And when I'm faced with my worst nightmares,(change of dynamics I forever wanted kept preserved) I remind myself that I've lived through the one's I've already lived through..and survived..and came out of it knowing more about my inner-strength and self.
Love yourself enough to be okay by yourself. Love yourself enough to want to be by yourself from time to time, and then no one can have a stronghand over your heart. These are things I'm working on right now.
Loads of loves,
-Amina
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[Ariela]

So am I honey, so am I.

Can we do a BL Therapy Forum? j/k
Thank you all.