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What is YOUR sexual fetish?

Sex for me nowadays isnt enjoyable or memorable like it was when I was in love them two times regardless if stimulants were a part of it. When you find the right person and right sexual energy cherish it because stuff like that is rare
 
oh ok I misunderstood where you were coming from. I am sorry. I gotcha now…you wouldn’t involve chems if it could be good without it.

And you didn’t mention a dead fuck lol that was just me thinking out loud I guess lol
 
No lol I absolutely would invovle and promote stimulants during sex with a partner and especially someone that I love. It's the best feeling on earth and nothing touches it. But I guess I would put down chemsex to find true love because man I miss that feeling being in love. I been in love twice and they both had there differences and intensity for sure and adding stimulants just intensifies all your emotions and sensations. Im at a point where I don't even want to have sex with someone unless I have feelings for them and there's a chemistry. I stoped doing casual hook-ups a long time ago.becsuse I have a hard time being sexual with a stranger and feel his down right insecure. I gave up on dating because it's the same story .(As far as online dating goes) Let's face it I'm an addict what do I possibly have to offer let's be real here,. I was fortunate I even found love in active addiction. I'm.not used to being alone. I take that back -i been in love three times. I never added the third woman because I was with her age 14-19 when drugs weren't a problem . So after that I got into a ten year relationship from age 22-30 and then my third relationship the most toxic and trauma bonded over age 30-38. I been single two years and it's just a whole new life to me
I miss having someone to cuddle with to eat food with to just live with and be around. I'm sorry blame the meth for the novels
 
And go figure the worst heart break I went through was the relationship that was the most toxic and unhealthy. Definitely huge trauma bond lol
 
Kellsee said:
oh ok I misunderstood where you were coming from. I am sorry. I gotcha now…you wouldn’t involve chems if it could be good without it.

And you didn’t mention a dead fuck lol that was just me thinking out loud I guess lol
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The sex is still good with or without stimulants. Believe me I have had sex on stimulants before and it still wasn't good because there was no chemistry. So the bottom line is there needs to be chemistry between both of you. I hope I explained myself good enough where there is no misunderstanding where I'm coming from because I never referred to anyone as a dead fuck . And I hope that wasn't directed towards me I just curious why it was mentioned for . I'm not scumbag or a bad person and I didn't say anything for anyone to have there radar on me for any reason and if I did say something suspect tell me because it will be enlightening lol. And by the way I couldn't put drugs down for my kids either I have six of them. Thank God I still talk to my older kids everyday even being across the country so yes I can relate to that comment you made
 
The reason I mentioned a dead fuck was because my friends bf keeps hitting on me and calling my friend a dead fuck. I’m always wanting to say…I’d be a dead fuck too if I had to let you fuck me😂

But it related to how we were talking about chemistry with sex so I mentioned it. It wssnt in reference to anything you said.
I have to watch them fight all the time so it infiltrates into my conversations a lot lol
 
fuckabout89 said:
So you want to roll play make believe like someone broke into your house with a mask on and it went down that way?
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I have a Glock 10 so someone that broke into my house wouldn’t get that far with me lol

It can’t be a stranger in a mask. It’s gotta be someone that I want to have sex with lol but I don’t want them to let me have my way with them. I wanna be put in my place and kept there so I don’t run from how it feels. I’m scared of stuff that makes me feel good….besides what I’m already addicted to lol
 
Kellsee said:
I have a Glock 10 so someone that broke into my house wouldn’t get that far with me lol

It can’t be a stranger in a mask. It’s gotta be someone that I want to have sex with lol but I don’t want them to let me have my way with them. I wanna be put in my place and kept there so I don’t run from how it feels. I’m scared of stuff that makes me feel good….besides what I’m already addicted to lol
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Yeah I get what your saying now.
 
I know people that have fetishes like that tho. I think it relates to the lack of control factor that’s involved

Also with voyuerism like having strangers watching you

Theres all kinds of different fetishes. I wonder how they relate to phobias. Just like you can’t help what turns you on you also can’t help what you’re scared of. I have a very weird phobia that legit freaks me out. There usually no obvious logical explanation with either
 
Kellsee said:
I know people that have fetishes like that tho. I think it relates to the lack of control factor that’s involved

Also with voyuerism like having strangers watching you

Theres all kinds of different fetishes. I wonder how they relate to phobias. Just like you can’t help what turns you on you also can’t help what you’re scared of. I have a very weird phobia that legit freaks me out. There usually no obvious logical explanation with either
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I wonder my fear of women in their 40s is because I have fetish for em, especially the ones that use drugs if there attractive I love the look in a lot of em obviously not too far gone they have craziness I like.
 
Turn ons / preferences

- Bitch face
- Anal
- Facial cum shot

Fetish

- Way older women
- Watersports
- Double penetration
 
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