RobotRipping
Bluelighter
First memory? My dad hitting me, twisting my arm behind my back, the pain and shock. I hadn't even done anything. There was a party, he jerked me up from the table and dragged me in the bedroom and threw me across the bed and whipped me (like, big man beating little child, really hard, with my arm wrenched up behind my back) Can still see the sunlight coming through those thin curtains on the other side of the bed. Awful to have your first memory in life be one of fear and pain. Other people upset, beating on the door, trying to intervene. Dating it from the house I was in---I wasn't quite three. I remember being out of my body from the pain---somewhere near the ceiling. Good times.
really sorry to hear that; that's an awful memory to have.
