Hi guys,
I have somewhat of a story and a goodbye.
Two weeks ago, I consumed some MDMA in pills some being golden thunderdomes & crystal and to my absolute surprise (don't know whether it's the NAC & vitamin c I've been taking as an experiment to see if it potent the MDMA in the weeks leading up) but everyone else that consumed a golden thunderdome (240mg) felt this as well and we are experienced in taking 200-250mg upfront each time.
15-20 minute come up and absolutely floored, I could not believe how quick it took and everyone was on the floor infront of the aircon completely out of it and to be honest I felt that really intense MDMA feeling again, I was happier then normal MDMA for sure and it lasted a long time.
But unfortunately, not sure what happened whether it was the crystal or the pills but over the night consuming 500mg half being crystal which I have done before plenty of times.. the sickness I normally felt after MDMA got worse, alot worse.
The next day I actually felt fine, little nausea but didn't vomit or anything to my surprise, the day after I was very dizzy, depressed, random out bursts of crying, confusion and couldn't stand up or eat anything. Over the next 7 days I experienced still being dizzy / lightheaded and I actually layed down because when I sat up or walked around my head felt a strange pressure which also went down my upper neck.
I had an ambulance called because at a random time my heart rate went through the roof and I felt like I was going to pass out.
However all tests including ecg , bloods, xray and blood pressure came back as normal.
I had been too emergency twice on my own in the following days but still nothing they could tell me about feeling the way I did, I told them about the MDMA as well but they seemed to think nothing of it. But this did really made me realize how much I value this life and how something so little could cause so much damage .. I honestly thought I was going to die.
So i'm giving it up, I can no longer do this anymore with the MDMA currently or how I feel. Those thunderdome pills reminded me of the original MDMA, I think that good stuff is out there being made but majority isn't what it used too be for one reason or another.
A few days later it randomly disappeared and I could go back to work but it's a reminder that things can go wrong without warning.
Maybe my body has just had enough, maybe it's the MDMA, maybe it's something else but it certainly isn't like taking 100mg back then and rolling for hours on end with little comedown if any at all.
How times have changed, goodbye MDMA.