yougeekay
Bluelighter
i have been doing psycs for a couple years now an recently been doing lots of 2ce (which i think is very emotinaly neutral mostly just visuals body high etc), an ive missed the mind fuck of other psycs...so i finally got a hold of some doses an i took 2, not bad, next time a week later took four still not bad, then i took 10, all good but everytime i havent been getting the crazy thoughts, or the euphoria or the emotions or any of the mind manifesting things that come with doses, just music sounded a lil better body high and some visuals but at 10 doses i should have been way more gone i figured the trip would be taking hold of my mind but i felt very sober almost...this has happened even before i got these doses...idk maybe im just getting very comfortable with tripping that the crazy feelings that come with it are neutralized? it just seems like at at least high doses i should be able to have some sort of sense of the trip overcoming me instead of me overcoming the trip if that makes sense..
i just hope i have another wild trip someday like i use to, i miss the introspection, the sensation of feeling ideas physically take hold of your mind an the connectedness to everything..
i just hope i have another wild trip someday like i use to, i miss the introspection, the sensation of feeling ideas physically take hold of your mind an the connectedness to everything..
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