GetMeOutOfThisCRAP
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I dare not miss a morning dose and it's been 3 years now. I've never religiously taken a substance so regularly so I'd imagine the withdrawal is going to be unimaginably horrible. i've withdrawn from high dose opioids and even stronger analogues (because I find opioids to be too life-consuming) and I did notice a toll on my mental health from them. Indeed all of that stuff was horrible.. but there's something about kratom withdrawal that is just psychologically so brutal. I can't stop sweating and sweating and then I feel myself going insane so I redose to feel magically normal again. I've tapered down quite a bit over the months (5-12 grams a day now) but the fact that my doses have been so regular just promotes a withdrawal that I fear way more than any opiate. It's actually at the top of my list of most feared things right now within my life. Kratom withdrawal :D I withdraw on kratom even if I try to taper down suboxone (yes I have been highly educated by many BL's on how stupid suboxone is to get off kratom). I did not even think that one would be able to feel kratom on suboxone strips... but this is undocumented territory BECAUSE I do feel incredibly euphoric on kratom (even with suboxone blocking my receptors). Regardless--I do not need suboxone it was just an attempt to lower my kratom tolerance as much as possible.
I'm not sure how other folks dealt with this if they wanted an exit strategy. I suppose I could just lock myself in my room for a week or two and go mad. Can anyone explain how they felt/did it when they really quit this stuff? Thanks
Also everyone please take care of yourself. This is a terribly hard time and don't take anything you love for granted 
I'm not sure how other folks dealt with this if they wanted an exit strategy. I suppose I could just lock myself in my room for a week or two and go mad. Can anyone explain how they felt/did it when they really quit this stuff? Thanks


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