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What is the one main thing you are proud of doing in your life so far?

college_dropout said:
Actually I've been depressed since I was 14. It's only been over the last few months that I've sought help for it and I've been feeling great and actually have motivation and willpower to do things.

But you are right. A part of me still uses drugs as a release valve for all the shit that builds up during the week when I'm sober. I'm not sure if wholly abstaining or simply cutting back a lot is the right answer but over the next few months I'll be putting most of my money towards DJ and music production gear, so I won't be able to spend anywhere near as much on drugs as I have been in the past anyway.
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Good, im glad to hear it

<3
 
Moving out of home when I was 16. It was a definite turning point. I grew up a lot and learnt to take responsibility for myself and my actions and it changed the person I was. For the better. I was forced to learn what it is to be truely independent at a young age and im quiet proud of how i handled that : )

& building the relationships i have with people. I have a great boyfriend. . & the best friends, who i know will always be there and would do anything for me, as i would them.

Edit: Im also proud that i managed to rebuild a relationship with my mum that i one day thought was destroyed. Not only did we rebuild it but we are closer than we ever were.
 
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Well everyone knows this already cos i talk about it all the time... but Raising my son to be the person he is today. I had all stats against me (and a lot of people too) that said i couldnt raise a healthy, balanced and happy child and he is all those things plus more (i do have to admit that sometimes it surprises me as all the negative things i have been thrown at me always worries me) but I just have to look at the end "product" (if you will) to know that all my desisions affecting his life and who i am were the right ones. I can't wait to see the person he will be as an adult :-)
 
Tryin'

I'm gettin' more patient by the day.
An' I've been patient fo' a long time.
Fo' a long time,
I thought it was
just
puttin' shit off...
...but it's gettin' together in my head.

That an'
"lettin' go",
'specially of 'grudges'...

This is a really good thread,
Miss DF'd-RS.

Heapsa Straight-Up Answers.

PEACE TO Y'ALL
UnS
:)
 
being able to stay in the IT industry without a qualification, but heaps of Financial Instituion IT experience...

moving out of home and being able to live without eating 2 minute noodles every night
 
Getting through a time in my life that saw me slowly push all my family and friends away , get hooked on heroin and o.d and have to be brought back to life by paramedics and generally indulge in self - destructive behaviour to become someone who cares about themselves , friends and family.

Putting all that shit behind me to become a Dad and about to marry my beautiful g/f and finally start to be a responsible , happy person... and a good Dad and husband.
 
Saying to Miss Millard (my grade 10 english teacher - and the subject master), after she said to me:

"Mr Samadhi, you just think that the world is your oyster..."

After looking at my 2 mates and smiling, i replied:

"Yeah i know, i'm just a fucking pearl".

I've never seen a teacher so lost for words. 6 months detention for that.

;-) One of my prouder moments.
 
heh. When i was in grade 3, i think i spent 90% of the school year kept in at lunchtime to do my 8 timestable. We were given repetition homework (copy your times table 200 times) and i never did it. I got up to 4000 or something crazy like that. Fucking catholic primary schools run by Franciscan friars and nuns.

So yeah, i know my times table pretty fucking well.
 
Mine is the same as samadhi's, cause I am a boring cunt like that. I am proud of me who I am now, and that was a long drawn-out (and still continuing) process.

If I had to pick a specific incident, I would say moving to Sydney without any support - that was the thing that really started me on the process of learning to love myself and rely on myself. But generally I consider myself an evolving work that I am constantly happy with in different ways. :)
 
Reading the first 3 chapters of Tony Robbins: "Awaken The Giant Within" while on acid.

I feel motivated! Damn he does his job fantasitcally well!
 
Staying Happy dispite all the ups and downs, I can honestly say I am content and happy with who I am and where my life is heading :)
Im also proud of the fact that I know myself and I know why I think the way I think and why I feel the way I feel about things.
 
Being so much stronger than I thought I was, getting myself to where I am today, taking a huge leap of faith and listening to my heart when I moved to SE Asia 10 years ago with very little money, no qualifications and no idea what sort of job i could get.

And proving utterly wrong all those people who said i'd completely fucked up the rest of my life when I dropped out of university after 3 months...
 
Climbing the Sydney Harbour Bridge. I have always hated heights and get really freaked out. I never thought I could do it.

It's not exactly earth shattering, nor did it change my life. It showed me though that I can do things I don't want to do, even when not really required.
 
drugfukkdrockstar said:
Edit: List more than one if you want to!

Mine would have to be growing into such a strong minded and proud person who is very confident and not afraid to be alone if it means i will be happy.

Also - quitting smoking. Though i like to smoke on occasion when i am wasted, but the fact i have shaken the need for them and the cravings i am very proud of indeed as it doesn't come easy to most, but it did to me :)
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When are you ever alone?

Me, having found a place in myself where I am never alone, no matter where I am or what happens. A solid foundation for who I am and where I am going. A place of no doubt. It all started when I stopped biting my nails...

=D
 
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